An entry as promised

Phew, finally my examinations are over. Its really quite fast i can say. It was only sunday when i was frustrated on the subjects that i was weak in like chemistry and a maths as usual but somehow time really flew pass real quick and it was all over. The examination part is not the scary one but it is the result taking that will scare the crap out of everybody. I dont wanna fail anything but i guess thats quite impossible because im always very weak in a maths.

Yesterday after school about 10? Lol, because yesterday only got one paper and the rest of the day was free for us. Mmmm, a lot of people having their o level chinese oral yesterday and i kinda just tell them how to say things and wishing them good luck. Mmmm, it was kinda funny when i receive Rui Fen's sms. She told me that she had asked the chinese oral examiner something in english and she was really afraid that the examiner might deduct marks because of that. I dont think they will because they also want to help as many student to get distiction as possible so they will kinda close one ear? Yea, Sonia did well i think because i couldnt really tell much from her blog but i have confident in her.

Went J8 after school and ate our breakfast. Because morning already ate pieces of bread so went mcdonalds to eat sausage mcmuffin with egg was really very filling already. Somebody crazy la there, put 5 packets of sugar into the coffee and tell us not sweet then he dont want to drink already. It was quite funny actually, the whole mcdonalds area was mostly occupied by Catholic High student, nobody dare to come disturb us lol. Ate finish went to the cinema area to see what time is the first show for transformer....so sad sia, 12pm.... have to wait 1 hour!!! We decided to watch today but i guess my mother is coming home early because she is going for a second check up and i have to be at home later because she is not going back to work already. Sorry ah guys, i promised but things doesnt always happen the way i want, tmr la tmr la, still can go school funfair, after that go j8 mcdonalds at 2pm to see ronald mcdonald coming and lastly can go arcade and cinema after everything lol. Im gonna enjoy my 5 days holiday man lol. Just play until i cannot take it i also happy.

Mmmmm, im feeling bored actually, i want to settle some things also. Actually i have the feeling of laying fingers on somebody in school but further thinking, actually he is quite innocent, most likely wont be he the one who initiated things i guess. Its just by logical thinking and since he didnt accept the relationship because he wanted to study, should say that he doesnt like the person either lol. Aiyah, everything just sounds weird but i really want to see what that person can do to me le. I dont think she got backup....i dont think she dare to settle face to face to me and i also dont think she wanna get into more trouble to attract more attention la lol. What to do....so sad sia somebody life, lucky i have my friends and the one i love to be with me.

Today will be another day of gaming and fun. I think i gonna ask wl and bq over today. Stay over and play then tmr then go school together, go arcade, watch movie. Shouldnt be a problem la but eh guys, see this entry already zhi dong hor, dont need me go ask you lol. No la, kidding, but when see already just tell me whether can or not. Oh ya, Charles, if you want you also can come over to stay and play. Only got one rule!!! MUST BRING TABLET ALONG, I ONLY GOT 3 COMPUTER BUT 1 NOT MINE.

Sonia, sorry about yesterday, kinda got carried away by games. Until you msn me wheni felt that i played a lot. Sorry have to make you sleep so late when you have school today. We chatted on a lot of things from 12 to 2? yea lol, in the night lol. Chatted about school, o level chinese oral question and possible answering when she stopped me because she doesnt really want to hear any of it again as she dont want to remember any of it lol. How to say le, im just glad that im able to know you. You have always been a motivator for me in life, saying the problems i face at home will always be striked off with you around, the time i used to study has increased when i am with you and many more things you have done for me that i cant express my gratitude to you. You did a lot of things for me that i think i can never ever repay you. Thank you so much Sonia.

signing off,
love always wind

Really short entry and i mean it

Just to say tmr will be the last day of my examination which will be a maths, i have long given up on this subject.

Good luck to people who are taking their o level chinese oral tmr, esp you Sonia, you can do it and i have confident in you. Thanks for helping me these few days for my examination. I wont let you down.

Going back to studying again i guess, love you.

Signing off,
Busy studying wind

Come here to just place and entry and practice my ss...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONIA. THATS THE MAIN TOPIC FOR TODAY AND SS TIME...


Principle of meritocracy
Principle of transparency
Principle of pragmatism
Principle of fairness
Principle of forward-looking

Improvement of waste disposal
Advanced technology
Public awareness

Attracting foreign scholars
It infrastructure
Improving workers' skill and employment rate

Intervention of UN success-Kashmir, cease fire
Intervention of UN failure-Rwanda Genocide
Violation of girls by UN peacekeeper during peacekeeping mission
Aid by UN

Ideological difference
Scarce land and need for resouces or raw material
Need for defence or to increase in power

Ok, all these is written down for chapter 5,6 and 7 possible answers to the questions. Mmmm, i guess next time anyone need help just give me a call and i try my best to give some possible questinos and some model answers for ss. I have been studying after dinner all the way until now. I dont think i will be able to perform for e and a maths because the paper that they set is of very high standard. Its said to contain 80% distinction question. I guess my job is to pass it only and a maths have always been my weakest subject, Jiayou bah me lol.

Sorry i played so much today. Its because tomorrow will be quite a slacky paper so i played a bit. I know i should have study a bit. Dont be sad ok, i know you will not be able to get your phone line back so soon but i will always be here if you need me ok. I love you. Its really been a great time today and i saw my primary school friend also. I think i know her name, i recognise her face in a glance but nvm, i was in a rush also. Take care ok, i want you to be happy and its your birthday too. Stay healthy ok.

Signing off,
studying wind

I found a talent or should i say a talent is found.

Ph's voice is amazing. Simply powerful and clear, voice pitch also quite high, man, if i ever had that voice, i would have been so proud of it. Jiayou PH, you can draw, you can sing eh eh next time maybe even can make sushi lol.

Yesterday's chat was really a great one. First time conference with PH and Sonia for so long. It was quite a miracle that PH was able to use the phone so long la. We chatted about singing, drawing, things happening around, PH's dream?(hope it dont come true) and many more. It was really cool i can say. I was tired, very tired and hungry. I was repeating the words over and over again la lol(----, im hungry) Yea, only she know haha. Ph left the conference when her mother knew she was on it so I chatted with Sonia until about 3am plus. She was hungry too but because she wanted me not to eat so she control and didnt eat the chocolate in her room. I want some chocolate ok Sonia, remember to leave some for me.

Today will be a mugging day for me i guess. Already studies from morning until now. Going to take a small break from physics and later will chiong history. I now very confident for physics already. The only problem now is chemistry for tuesday paper. Im very scared on the part about electrolysis because i cant really get it. So yea, tmr i will chiong again and yea, i received a call from the nokia service centre that my phone is ready for collection. I guess only the button went haywire and the sim card had no problem at all so yay, three cheers for my phone. Without the phone makes me uneasy because i cant really sms well with my mother's motorola v3. Very difficult ah lol.

Nvm, later i shall read a bit on chemistry first then later after dinner, full blast history. Maybe can also chat a bit on the phone with Sonia but still must sleep early. Oh ya, button for shirt also must do. Its been really long since i touch my school uniform, mostly go school also wear pe shirt because more comfortable and no need to put button also. Today having an early entry because i scared later i dont have the time to write one.

I love you and im missing you so much. Take care of yourself also ok. I will study hard and prove that im capable. I will make my parents proud. Hope to see you soon.

Signing off,
mai lah mai lah..wa mai wind

Yea, mai lah mai lah wah mai lol. Super funny picture that Weiliang have given me. When the first time i saw this, i cannot stop laughing la.

Ok, today was kinda a studying day i can say. Morning wake up dont know what time and i took my geography book to revise a bit. It wasnt really good because i wasnt really awake. I studied until like 12 plus then i took a bathe. Got changed into a jeans and a red shirt which was quite striking as Sonia told me lol but never mind, standing out in the crowd is kinda cool actually.

Wooo, because my mother and my sister with her boyfriend went to facial in the morning, i was kinda alone at home. Because they were coming back, i just on the computer and entertain myself with some games. Not knowing that i studied a bit in the morning, the first thing my mum came in and do was to scold me. As usual i got angry but i didnt say anything because i know that today i studied so it was ok to use the computer a while. I played finished a round then i off the computer already. Went down to help with the house chores and off we went, to parkway parade to meet sonia and also to fix my handphone. The buttons were haywired and the sim card often cannot read also.

Finally reached there and i asked Sonia to meet at the busstop then later say meet at first level then later meet at nokia service center but lastly we met at breadtalk lol. Waited a while and yea NO PHONE for like 3 days haiz. But lucky my mother gave me her phone. My sister super selfish la, got so may phone dont want lend me. Got O2, got 6280 2 set, got motorola dont know what model but all she wanna use eeyer.

We wanted to eat lunch at a very late hour because everyone was really hungry. About 3 plus i guess and we went to the coffeeship beside PP. There got 6 seats in a table, 2 in the sun and 4 in shelter. At first i wanted to sit beside my mother but i realised the outer sit was in the sun. I straight away sit there and dont wanna stand up, i let Sonia sit beside my mother in the shade. Its ok de la, i dont mind sacrificing a bit for you, nothing much really, its like you giving me the chicken steak also. You bought it and you kindly gave it to me to eat. I went around buying food and i was kinda hungry and so yea, Sonia gave me the chicken steak she bought. It was really nice. Drank 2 different drink also. Passion fruit yoghurt and whatever lol.

Yea, went back to parkway parade to walk around and finally we were heading back home. I wanted my sis bf to fetch her back but i guess we were kinda lost actually so we couldnt fetch her back. Ok, i feel so bad to let her take the bus alone. Im sorry.

Yea, back home and i took a nap til very laet. Went out to eat my dinner, FROG porridge, that was what i wanted so long ago. It was really nice and we went back home. Studied physics about 20 over chapters. Left 2 more for tomorrow, Im only afraid of history now i guess. I dont think i will do very well for it because i stil havent started on anything. Im sorry people if i dont know who sms me, i dont have your contacts in my sim haiz. Sorry i cant go down for tomorrow service also because i have to study and accompany my mum.

I love you dear, take care and rest well. You must be healthy and i really wish to see you again but i guess there will be a small break but this will never change anything for us. I will always be here for you anytime so if you are feeling bored or anything, just give me a call, i am always available. See you soon i hope, i just wish to do well for my prelims too. JIA YOU, i know i can do it lol.

Signing off,

Studying wind

Meant for ytd but today is fine

Met Sonia in the morning after i managed to wake up after 9am lol. I took a bus down to suntec with her and the first thing i saw there was MAPLESTORY things. It was kinda funny when you see people doing stupid stuff to gain prizes. From shooting a stupid bow and arrow to party quest number jumping? It was seriously hilarious i tell you but the mushrooms were really cute. Yea, i was late in the morning, sorry i took so long ok.

Sonia and I were clueless where the Mcdonalds is so we waited at the second level for PH and Alyba(real name is elicia or alicia totally no idea how it is spell but her nick is stupid la). Sonia was kinda confuse why she must come today to suntec but yea in the end i realised why lol.

Qouted from Sonia's blog:

when we got to macs, pH suddenly pushed this slice of cheesecake towards me. haha and she took a teddy bear from behind her and handed it to me. i tell you. i was completely speechless can. i didnt expect it! haha then pH put two candles on that slice of cake. but well, she was quite unsuccessful with the lighter so Jeremy lighted the candles xD pH and alyba suddenly started singing happy bdae. they actually wanted to sing quite loudly but Jeremy and i told them to lower their voices as the place was quite quiet. haha so they sang in this funny manner. like practically whispering. i felt really touched yeah. though i also felt like hiding my face somewhere xD thanks a lot for that early bday celebration. i really appreaciate your efforts (: haha and thanks to nafisah too! :D although you werent there..

Oh yea, today is the first time in 4 weeks that i really mugged. I studied physics there at mcdonalds and completed about 4 chapters on the TYS. Wah sei, i feel so contented man. Really confident about it already but still have to pratice more. The countdown is on people. After that, went to the arcade there. I kinda not feeling so good there you know and i kiap my finger on the machine also but i enjoyed myself there. It was really funny when PH and Alyba was going crazy about my fingers' speed. It was vibrating on the spot and i keep winning. Sorry ah, it wasnt on purpose.

Ok here comes the KFC part and i guess i will qoute another part from Sonia again lol:

had lunch at KFC. Jeremy and i took 10 PACKETS of chilli sauce! xD haha he used 8 while i used 2. the chilli freak xD while eating, ph wanted to tell everyone something. then she accidentally said something wrongly. it was super super funny lah. we laughed until our stomachs hurt like siao. couldnt stop lah. i manage to calm down already then ph will laugh again. and i'll start laughing again. her laughter is so contagious lah. even Jeremy also couldnt tahan. first time seeing him laugh so much! haha after so much laughing, my legs were pretty weak and i couldnt really walk properly xD chao funny lah.

Seriously it was freaking funny. Sushi? I guessed that was what started all the laughter. I think like that the pacs can remain sexy ah lol. Laughing really tightens the stomach. Laugh more people if you wanna train up 6 pacs. Mmmm, after that, we walked really far from Suntec to city hall mrt to proceed home. I think Ph and Alyba is going for the dental apoointment at Somerset for PH, She was kinda late. It was 3pm but when we were at the mrt station, it was already 3pm lol. Good luck for your new braces, hope it is really nice.

After that, Sonia came over to my house. My Mum was already home and she was feeling much better after the second check from the doctor. She could see already but it was still not clear. Thank god everything is alright already. Yea, my mum is really super. She went to work even though she had a blur vision, she did the housework even though she had a blur vision, she was really a super mum. I couldnt ask anything more. Sonia is also really helpful today. She did a lot of housechores too. Can see that she is really tired too. Rest well ok, she went back really late too, about 10pm but her family was at the night safari so i guess it was alright. I walked her to the bus stop and sang quite many songs lol. Thank you Sonia, i guess tomorrow will be the additional time we can meet while the next few meetings will have break in between.

I seriously enjoyed all the time i spend with Sonia. Ok this is what wl said to me. Treasure Sonia, she really is a nice girl and someone really good to be with. You must treat her nicely hor. I only pity you that you know "SOMEONE", phew, causing so much trouble. Yea dont worry wl, i will haha.

Oh ya, Yiliang, you wanna compete in our best sport yet you still wanna withdraw? Haha, like that no need play le la. Just accept it that you are useless and a sissy. Come, nobody will laugh, that much ahaha. Oh wow, must be honoured ok, this paragraph dedicated to you wahahaha. Still not happy with what i write? Just settle with 2 sports, first is pool and then next is taekwondo. No withdrawal if you are game. Wanna withdraw? just go home and sleep. Talk so much no action, i guess no wonder you are out of the gang. I sometimes wonder if you are even in one before? Even if you are, maybe they kick you out because keep asking for singing competition right lol.

Rest well guys, thanks Stanley, let me use your picture and tell some sissy that you wanna play cyberly also can. Cs, Dota, Online games, all can come. Check my background before you talk. You cant beat me, loser. Guess i wont waste any more time on him. You want anything just call me, 24 hours, 7 days a week on.

Signing off,
Power contacts wind

Hey hey, all seems well, is well

Lets see. I dont know who win in 2004? That must seriously be a joke la. Haha. Ok, this picture can seriously tell all i know about the WCG and the people who participated in it. Oh my, somebody wanna give me a url on the updates on things around cs lol. Ok shall i introduce? This guy here is my cousin. Player for Team Titan, champion for 2005 WCG, representing singapore in the battle at France. His game ign is Karma, the guy who is known as the clear team TITAN. He made his stand at the last round which ended the match with his team winning. He got an approval for the postpone for his army. His name is Stanley Aw, 22 this year. To be more convincing he is my cousin, his sister name is Sharon Aw, mother's name is mary lau and his father name is ricky aw. My uncle Ricky owns a restaurant. So how convinced are you lol. The winner for WCG in 2004 is GBR. In 2005, Team Titans were the champion and i was there to watch the match. Wheres FS? I dont even know it existed lol. My cousin dont even remember any team naming FS when he participated in 2004 WCG.

People just cant learn, they think they are really good when they are just mediocre. Come on, my cousin plays with me too. I know whole of their team. If you are not happy, just come down Katong where their training ground is and play a game or 2 with them. How would you want to be beaten? Knife down or gun down, mmm maybe just surrender and quit also can lol.

A second post will be ready later. This post is just for losers who keeps acting pro in the blog. Know my background loser, you can never win me.

Signing off,

Convincing wind

Injuries and things happening the whole day today...

Charles is in pain, he was screaming and shouting

Wires everywhere, voltage woooooooo!!!

Full body, his shouting, his pain, his expression, something that i will never forget.

Wah sei, i see also buay tahan, si bei qui eh needle. Got electricity somemore.

Ok, today was kinda freaky actually. I had school in the morning from 9 to 11. Mmmm, kinda a miracle i guess because i managed to finish a whole a maths paper with the least help needed. Wow, i feel really contented and kinda happy i finally finished an a maths paper. I only have problems in a maths. I wanna do well in it too but i still cant really get most of the chapters. Still got 3 more days to prelims. Better chiong, i dont wanna lag behind le.

Ok, after school, came back home. I waited for Weiliang to come over so in the mean time. I did some training in the gym room with the weights and sit ups. Mmmm, not bad, i still have the shape. Strong and pumping, i gonna be much stronger now. I wanna be able to carry more than 2 times my weight. Im still making my way to carry 2 times my weight. Now the most only carry 115kg, still got another 5 more kg to add on and tuh duh, i will be more freaky than ever.

Weiliang came over about 11 plus so when he reached, i told him to wait for Charles while i get ready. I took a bathe and packed the things we are going to bring for the chalet. Ok, all were present already. Mmmmm, so sad la, Bai Qun today cannot go out or not we will have more people with us today. Yea, we took a 43 bus to Paya Lebar. It was then i received a call from Sonia. She can make it down but she cant really stay that long so i told her to rest if she is tired at home. I really wanted her to go but i guess tmr then we meet up better bah. Not really suere where we will be going tomorrow but im going to meet her in the morning first. So yea, she didnt come over as she had cip in the morning at ECP and had lunch with her juniors at Siglap road in the afternoon. Yep, so we proceed on with our journey. We took an mrt down to Tampines and another bus which is 29 to Natheveron road...if that is how it is spelt. Altogether spend a total of 1 hour plus on the freaking journey la... Going to reach there that time, I gave Delphine a call so she walked out to the bus stop and told me when to alight.

Haha, it was the first time Charles saw Delphine but as everybody know, Delphine is really a kind soul and she is very sociable also. When we were inside, we havent had our lunch yet. It was about 1.30pm so they gave us 3 packets of food which contains bee hoon, chicken wing and prawns which were really very hard but yea, we finished everything too because we didnt really wanna waste any food you know. They were acting in a drama when we came in and they asked me to be Joseph....a bible character. I had no freaking idea who the person was and im really bad at acting so i keep shaking my head and declining the proposal of us acting in the skit. Finally, we managed to get away from it.

As we were eating, i took out my phone from the bag and realised i got 8 miss call. I took a look and realised it was from my father and my sister. I gave my father a call and to my horror, my mum was in the hospital. She had been blinded in one sight. I was really worried and yea i wanted to rush down there too but i have just reached here and i got no idea how to get to Tan Tock Seng from Changi. So i told my dad that and he told me that he was not sure whether mum needs to stay in the hospital or she will be able to go home. He say he will give me a call later so that i can either proceed down to the hospital or maybe home.

I was really worried, very very worried. I told Santy about this and she too were shocked. Santy brought me up to the girl's dorm and Delphine was alone inside. A little boy saw me entering the girl's dorm and he say, "Got guy go in, got guy go in." Santy told him to stop shouting and told him that they were going to pray for me.

They were speaking in tongues at the start but later i was hearing Delphine praying for the healing power of god on my mother....At that moment, i teared. I felt the presence of my mum's love and the importance of her. I couldnt think of the day without her beside me, not being able to see her, not being able to hear or even not being able to do things with her. I really love you mum.

We packed our stuff and went to a nearby field to have the games. I was in no mood to play but weiliang and charles kinda gave me a little push and my mood was there already. We played two games. Captainball and soccer or should i say handicapped soccer. This is where Charles injured himself. Captainball, he jumped and threw the ball and he landed while twisting his ankle i guess. i wasnt really sure what happen either but he sat out for the rest of the playing time. I too wanted to sit out to accompany him but he asked me to play. The handicapped soccer is whereby 2 people are tied together with a band and only the legs with the band is able to kick the ball, other than that, it will be a foul and a goal is really hard to score because you have to kinda hit the ball on the chair with the leg that is strapped together. It was really tiring la. I really enjoyed myself but i was waiting for the call all the time.

Went back to the chalet and they wanted to practise on the skit again. They practised while we studied. Eh, hardworking eh we lol. I did a few maths question and also physics too. Finally, we were called up to the second level to see the preview of both teams skit. Ours was quite good, the plot, the morale and the dreams lol. The second team one was really humorous. Two thumbs up for the sissy. Only the little boy a bit extra but i didnt really want to comment la lol.

Yep, so i received another call from my dad. My mum have a blood clot in the eye which created a layer of liquid and blocking her vision. It was really bad, she took an injection to the hand for the colour scan for tomorrow check and an injection to the eye for the relief of the fluid.

We took a bus out of the chalet to Tampines again because that was the only place that can take another cab. We bought mcdonalds and headed on to the taxi. Reached home, eat finished dinner and we went to the chinese physician outside my house. We were laughing in the clinic all the time because i did really funny stuff and i wanted to adjust the voltage but everytime i wanna do that, charles will start shouting so i didnt really had the chance lol. But in the end it still wasnt really good because he wasnt able to walk and he proceed on home to fetch his mother and go to his uncle house for another treatment. Yea, i received another call from him and told that he was fine already. Phew, thank the lord. Eh, later your mother say everytime go out with me got injury, next time dont allow already. But hey, must take care of your legs hor, very prone to accident sia.

Yea, i know today entry really very long but it really is what happened today. Very detailed for some things while some not so important one i kinda just briefly go through. I cant wait for tomorrow because i will be studying and playing with Sonia and her friends. It will be kinda fun i guess. Rest well, you are really tired i can see. I guess i have to sleep early too.

Mmmm, try and picture this. Somebody told me that her dearest is much better looking than me but she thought i dont know who her dearest is. Mmmm, i know la and somemore dare say such thing lol. I doubt he looks better than me lol. He is seriously weaker than me and haiz, where got fit la. Dont say only. OH YA, still got. He got a big hairy mole on the right leg. Hey, hey, guess who this person is lol.

Yep, thats all for today, Hope you guys enjoy reading. I love you.

Signing off,

happening wind

Mmmm, Im here, where are you then?

Phew, slept at 3 plus again yesterday. Talking to Delphine and also Eileen online. Woah, i can tell you Delphine is like a big sister to me lol. Keep giving advices, asking me to join them for chalet, barbeque and more la lol. Thanks a lot Del. Oh ya, yesterday found out a new game which is kinda cute. Mmmm, tired of writing, i qoute it from Sonia's blog then:

haha that game is super cute and funny lah. eh nxt time pick that black character with the bugs bunny teeth. so cute lah xD hmm i really pity those ppl who entered alone. they didnt know what they were in for. poor things. always 2 against one xD haha weiliang is really good for a first timer. anyhow fight also can win xD

oh man, my kiwi green tea was SUPER DUPER SWEET. that aunty really loves me. i think that it's a little too much. haha maybe i shall do something to make her dislike me a little xD

Yea, had bubble tea again today and Weiliang had came over because somebody say wanna meet up sia. Wah, we went out at 12, walked around the area also see no ppl, where the hell is he la, we got pissed and we left for the nearest coffeeshop to have our lunch. Ordered 2 $3 wanton mee for me and weiliang and a $2 for Sonia lol. The aunty really cute. This is what she said:"wah boy, you bully the little girl ah? Buy $2 for her only."

I laughed and told the aunty that she isnt a very good eater. The aunty smiled and went back to her store. Yea, i known this aunty very long already. I think she also know me la only she never asked my name.

Yea, went back, weiliang studying, Sonia studying, what i doing? Playing la lol. Yea, i tried out 1 of wl question only and i wasnt able to do because i didnt see the question. Need substitute the equation with the binomial theorem mid numbers. Yea, finally able to do it makes me feel confident only for that chapter lol.

Played and watched a lot of video clip just now and everyone surely enjoy their time. Oh ya, today woke up really early like 7 plus because my sister accidentally wake me up but i kinda fell asleep again but woke up 9 today. Received a call from Sonia and an sms from weiliang when sonia reached already. Phew, tmr weiliang say he will be able to join me for the church chalet and barbeque, cool man. Oh ya, Sonia got litter picking at East Coast Park tmr but i guess she is trying her best to make her way down to the chalet after that. The best is can la of course lol.

Today, did some cleaning of the cupboard with my mum. Saw so many cockroaches and my mum even screamed for me when i was on my way to throw the rubbish out of the house. I came over and killed it. She was screaming ans saying it was really huge but it turned out to be quite small actually. Maybe its the biggest in the house so cosidered it really big ah lol. Ok, i not scared of any insects except one. Which i dont intend to say it lol. Sonia knows it i guess, you know the thing we saw at Weliang house there. So yea, i know its going to school reopen already and the possibility of you coming over will lessen. Dont worry, all the weedends are booked for you and i promised things will not change even though what happens.

Haha, not able to stay over at the chalet and im really glad about that too lol. Im going to have fun tmr and really study the rest of my remaining holiday. I wanna do well for my prelim 2 and really score well. I have to work my ass off and make my parents proud. Nothing can stop me, not even those pest of people who kinda suck. Know who i talking about? Haha, its ok if you dont know, just ask me, i can tell you everything. Oh ya, btw, laugh if you see this, big hairy mole on the leg WAHAHAHA. Get what i mean.

Signing off,
ending wind

Special day, happy way!!!

Phew, slept at 3 plus. Ok thats super good because i didnt fall asleep. I must stay awake one lol. Ok today was kinda cool actually. I slept until 9.30am oh my. I told Sonia to call me when she came and she waited really long outside. Siao liao la, i still sleeping. I think she reached at 9am. Got a total of 8 miss call and one message. I feel so bad. Sorry Sonia, it was what you predicted, i overslept lol.

Yep, lets see where we go and what we did. We went to ang mo kio jubilee for a movie. Fantastic 4:return of the silver surfer. Ok that show was kinda cool actually. Johny!!!! Ok, thats kinda true that he rocks. Then we went to Ang mo kio Hub to take a walk. We walked around, wandering i could say. Seeing things and doing mostly window shopping. Later we felt hungry and we were not sure where we should go for lunch.

Option time....
1)Hougang mall
2)Kovan heartland mall
3)Serangoon Area, around my area
4)Sonia area

Last, we decided to go to Kovan because Sonia have never been there before. We reached there then we went around looking for what to eat. Mmmm, haha Yoshi was our choice lol. We ordered teriyaki chicken bowl but mmmm, both bowls have lots of vegetables. Ok, a lot of people know that i dont like to eat vegetables but somehow, i took all the vegetables from Sonia. She doesnt like it either. Wow, she is the first person that i eaten somebody's vegetables.

We continue wandering around again and we walked into many shops to look around. Ok, I saw a pink penguin, mmm, somewhat texture close to my dog. Its really cute but somehow we bought a pink pig instead. Hahaha, it was call JJ(elaboration dont tell you all wahaha).

Man, i was hungry again la, i went to Prime Deli to bought kaya waffles. Haha, feeling kinda of a piggy. Ok we head on home and watched a few movie clips. It was freaking funny sia. Got balls hurt video and cute little kids doing funny things la. Ok, it hurt a lot. Mmmmm, i dont want you to be worry but yea it is hurting. My back is kinda vulnerable at the end 5 bones to the hip. Its not really very tight actually. Dont worry, its ok de, nvm nvm haha. Take care of yourself and be happy. Thanks for being with me.

Yea, i think later i going to have fried lice for dinner lol. Yesterday cok too much rice already then have to cook fried rice or not later all the food will go to waste. Haiz, got people spam my blog also but rui comment is really funny. Thanks thanks lol. I going to have a second entry later i think if i have the time. Tomorrow still got school. I dont think my parents will allow me to go to the chalet this thursday because i have school in the morning. Even if i go over, it would probably around afternoon and i have to leave early also i think. Hey Eileen, i know i said i will go but hey hey, things may not always proceed the way i say it so im sorry if im not able to go ok. Oh ya, Del, i know you very busy planning the chalet procedure also so jiayou jiayou ba. So sorry too if i cant go, i know i promised you lol.

Im just really happy today. Foooooo!!!

Signing off,
2 mth wind

Burnt sia...ok i feel it

Phew today i guess its quite a fiery day. Morning go school have maths lesson. Before lesson, i met up with my friends then they were playing card games so i joined in. Played a few rounds then proceed to class.

Haiz, ended at 12 and fooo, off home people. Mmmm, when i got down fromt eh bus and crossed to overhead bridge, the first thing that caught my eye was the place that was blocked off. It was under the flat. Mmmm, after approaching the area, i could feel the heat and there was burnt smell. Wah, i then realise the flat was on fire. I proceed to the back of the flat and saw a fire engine stationed in the carpack. From the kitchen view, the flat was totally black inside....wow, its really crazy i guess. I went to the market and bought a packet of chicken rice and i asked what happened. Yea, ok that uncle told me something that was really obvious, he said the house was on fire then i was like...ok i see.

Went to buy a cup of drink also and waited for Sonia to come over. Eh, i didnt know Sonia was also wlaking towards my house. She saw me, called me but i didnt hear it because it was in silent mode. Phew, she got here and yea, she keep staring at the fish i have just bought. Mmmm, one long long one and another fighting fish. Hahaha, the long long fish was already dead but i dont know because my father told me that it was only sleeping and i didnt even bother looking at it. It was Sonia who pointed it out that fungus was already growing on its fun so yea, my father took it out.

Today was kinda fun actually. Murphy and Sarah came over so cook today and they wanted to get some ingrediants from Hougang Mall so yea off we went, 4 of us lol. Saw Kah Meng and his mother today at the NTUC and i waved to him. We wandered around for a while and we bought the chicken cutlet when we were heading home. Mmm, it kinda rained quite heavily when we got to the mrt at Serangoon. Holding a lot of things, i called my father and he saw he will fetch us from there. We got into the car and something weird happen. The rain stopped....we were all like....ok...this is weird, it stopped after so heavy rain? Hahaha, but yea, we dont have to walk up the slope with all the things. Yea, THANKS DAD.

Dinner time people. Man, so much food and rice. I really enjoyed myself today with all the food and there was also a watermelon that we bought. It was really nice. Yea, do some house chores and bought medicine for my father also. He have caught a cold i think because he doesnt look very well because he came back quite early today to rest. Ok....as i say, burnt lol. Boiled water and i think somebody forgot to put up the handle. As the handle was really close to the fire, i was the one pouring it into the flask everyday and as usual, i picked it up with a cloth. It was freaking hot and i placed it back. My hands got burnt... freak la. I immediately rushed my hands through cold water and applied a cream that my mother bought from China to help ease the pains for burns and prevent them from having blisters..Phew. Yea, i pour some cold water on the handle and poured the water into the flask. I burnt my right hand so yea used the left one....

Ok, tmr will be a great day. Sonia, i tried doing it but mmmm, i kinda failed and it really was what i expected from Hougang all the way to Serangoon. I took it out and yea the straw was not really usable again. So sorry, i guess i have to delay the thing but i will surely give it to you ok? Im really sorry.

I understand why people want to critisize me. Its because i have something that i can glorify about, something to be proud of and people get jealous of it. What to do, i dont have to do much and i can take those comments from them as a motivator to strive for perfection. Let them say whatever they want, i dont have to be losers like them lol.

I gonna stay awake today too. Its really something special. Yay, i gonna be on the phone i guess. Must stay awake today and yay, tmr can watch fantastic 4. My friend say that show rocks man and fooooo, human torch is seriously phew man. They say he is the highlight of the show with his looks and body....mmm even guys say that, then like that means he must really rock.

Im really fine with the right hand. I still can write and type lol, only a bit stiff i guess. Ok, today is special, dont rest if you are tired ok. You have to wait, wait wait wait all the way. I also going to do that no matter what happen. Oh ya, *hamster face*

signing off,
burnt wind

I dont wanna have a day without you...

Today was kinda boring at the start. I almost fell asleep in service oh my god but lucky got Trudy beside me to wake me up and she gave me jelly beans so that i can be kept awake. Mmmm, its kinda weird because they were talking about the Sermon On the Mount and i couldnt really concentrate. To keep myself awake too, i was drawing and playing by writing things on the paper.

After service, they celebrated Edmund's birthday. It was the cell group leader. We had a gameshow and it was freaking hilarious. They asked him what was the first gift that he gave his wife....guess what, it was a Mac's meal.... That was freaking lame la. Then second question was about when they first kissed. Somebody shouted Mcdonalds then everybody laugh like crazy but lucky the answer wasnt that, it was during the university compus in Perth. Quite cool yea. The third question was what his wife liked about him and it was his humour. It was quite funny haha.

Everything done and wow, we took a cab down to East Coast Park. Cannot believe it la. Its like they are so rich then keep taking cab here and there here and there. Went East Coast Park and we hesitated what to eat, lastly took Mcdonalds then later went to rent bikes and skates. It was kinda cheap, only $5 2 hours..... Not bad ah lol. Ok something went wrong during the ride. Elaine's bike dechained and she ran into the bushes. At first it was funny but later then i realise it was quite weird that happen. I checked it out and realised it was the chain that had came loose. The rest of the people all ran away la, Yee Kiat, Delphine, Clarence, Elicia and one more unknown person that i never seen before. I think they didnt realise it so they continued on. Santy went back by the way because she didnt know how to cycle and also dont know how to blade and she got guitar lessons also so yea, off she went when we went to bike and blade. So i helped Eileen push her bike back to the shop and get it changed.

Sian la, i forgot to bring the freaking receipt. Haiz, lucky Eileen pushed my bike over. Actually I wanted to run over to Delphine who having a large basket with her bike but because my bike was with me, i ride it. Aiyah, i should ride also la, its call gentleman.... if that is what i think. So yea, i was chionging all the way to the end of the lagoon area where i got the receipt and yea, i chiong back again. It was really tiring but i really enjoyed the wind. Changed the bike and yea, off we went to find Delphine again. Tiring, seriously tiring and i was having aches on my thighs.

Phew, finished biking and we were about to leave when Delphine told me that she was going to get a cab so she called 3 ppl to join her which would be me, Felicia and Eileen. Took the cab all the way to Balestier and off i went home by a bus. Eileen walked me all the way to the bus stop la, i was feeling really bad because she had to hold a lot of things then have to walked very far after i left in the bus. I kinda slept in the bus when i was woken up by my dad....a call from him to ask where i was.

Reached home and my mum kinda give me a angry look that was telling me i had went out too late... Haiz, always like that one la, im used to it by the way. Had dinner with them and did all the chores as usual. Hey hey, im going to mug a bit. Its just normal because i had fun today so yea, mug a little ok. Tmr i have school from 9-11 so yea, after that im free yay.

I cant wait for tuesday. Its a really special day. Not many people know i guess and i intent to keep it a secret too. Rest early and be happy ok. I know today had been a really tiring day. Im really sorry that i went East Coast Park to enjoy myself while you were studying at home, all cooped up and stuck.

Signing off,
really tired wind

Dead beat and morning call?

Phew, woke up at 6.30am today just to give Santy and Delphine morning call. This two lady ah, cannot wake up themselves is it. Haha, nvm, i think they are the one that scared i cannot wake up then give me this job to do. Haiz, pls la, go out sure can wake up one, is only i want or dont want only. Ok later we going to have breakfast at Serangoon's mcdonalds. This would be the earliest breakfast i have for this holiday lol.

I dont know i suddenly feel like writing an entry before going out today. They say they might be late so yea maybe this just give me the feel of writing. Sonia, this is what i feel about things happening over your side. Parents tend to have the so call pride thing that enables them to have this barrier of apologising. Its not that they dont want to apologise or cannot apologise but its that to them, if they apologise to their children, it would be seem as a sense of weakness from their part. What they can do is only to mend their wrongdoings. I have tried to understand this part but haiz, i cant really do it too.

I think i also just in loggerheads with my mother. She wasnt really feeling very well so i didnt want to disturb her with the ironing with extra clothings but yea, she just came forward and helped me even though she was going to sleep already. I think thats how she works, she just needed some accompany and she too will return the favour as much as possible but not in a sense of thank you. Its just that their dictionary doesnt have this word in it. You must take care too ok, im glad that you talked to your mother, its a great start actually.

Ok, i think i should leave for mcdonalds now, later im the one that is late not them lol. See ya ppl , i think i gonna blade too later, see me fall wooooooooo. Nah, im not that nooby, only a bit high sometimes then will go faster and faster lol. Ok i just receive a call from BOTH OF THEM together.... there will be a change of destination. We will be going down to Singapore Expo straight and have our breakfast there. Ok i have a bad feeling that it will be raining very heavily later because its kinda drizzling now. Haiz, now i got quite some time to spare because they havent leave home yet too....Play some stupid game first maybe or just stone around here hahaha. Ok guys see ya, you too Sonia, be happy and anything, just give me a call. I will always be here for you.

Signing off,
dead beat wind

Entry time again wahaha

Haiz, today really stupid sia. Mmmm, red as babboon backside. I dont wanna say anything about it. I dont know how am i going out tomorrow. Few days then can cure. Ok this is seriously not a good thing at all. Tmr still going breakfast with Santy and Delphine. Later joining them for service and i think later going to East Coast for blading again.

Dont wanna blade le, later i scared they wanna go somewhere else then later i cannot go because i cant move properly on blades. Mmmm, see first ba, maybe i go there swimming but it will be weird because i dont think any of them are going for a swim. Hope they got bring some kind of ball or maybe anything to just waste some of my time. Hope dont rain also la. I think tomorrow is Edmund's birthday. Mmmm, the cell group leader. He very friendly one also. That time he was the one who fetch me home or not i will get into deeper trouble.

I guess today's entry would be kinda short i guess. I dont know what to write either. Maybe tmr i going to take some picture and post it up here or not later ppl say my blog too little picture. Man, i have to freaking wake up at 6am to call Delphine and Santy to have breakfast with me. Haiz....so early le. Nvm, tahan a bit go there sleep lol. Oh ya, take care ok Sonia, i know you not tired but its good to rest early too. Sorry i sms you so late yesterday. Dont worry, the baboon backside wont stay long, maybe you will get to see it too lol.

Signing off,
Baboon backside wind

Special second entry...conver style

Jeremy-J Sonia-S Delphine-D Valerie-V Mum-M Instructor-I Lionel-L

J: I feel that the aunty really loves you. Everytime the drink also so sweet. Make for me one not sweet one. Its like i always buy this drink also not sweet...

S:Oh man, yea, how come do sweet?

J: Haha...

J: Haiz, today got training again...Should i go Trudy's place or should i go training?

S: You asked your mother yet?

J: Mum, can i go over Trudy's place later? Training very tiring. ( In the mind only, not said out)

M: Go training later must ask about the convertion of your junior to senior black.

J: Oh ya...must ask about the uniform also. Need to buy the black colour one. The convertion must ask also. Must go training.

L: Wah lao eh, miss Q again. Sian, kick 2 time miss 2 time. I think today not on form, knee very pain also.

I: Where got miss Q. Is when you wanna hit, the sangbag run away. No la not not on form, is just today the area not suitable for you, the instructor also not teaching well...

J: *Laughing like crazy over there* Yea, run away haha. Yea, all instructor fault.

D: You called me just now?

J: Yea, wanted to tell you i wont be going over to Trudy's place...

D: Oh ok ok, mmmm, how about joining us this sunday then? Morning can have breakfast together, later go service then later go East Coast to have fun.

J: Mmmm, should be ok ba, have to comfirm with you tomorrow.

D: Eh got many more events coming up also. I slowly tell you everything ba.....

Time pass on the phone....

J: Oh i got prelims so maybe i wont be able to attend most of the things going on also. I'll try my best to go ba. Take care and good night.

Yea, today entry not really very interesting because its really hard to express things in conversation style. Trying out something new only i guess. Its just to brighten things up ahah. Eh, Charles, thanks for being a fan of my blog. I didnt know you were always looking at my blog.

Tmr i going to have another day of things packed up for me. I have to do my passport, oh ya, today took passport photo, looked really weird but Sonia say it was ok so yea, i trust her. Then later have to go down to the training area to give my chinese name to my sir so that he can order my belt and have my name sewn on. Its a black belt by the way. Another thing is that in the night got something that mmmm, not many ppl know but yea, i shall keep it a secret.

Having celebration of father's day on sunday too. I think i will enjoy the food because its going to be tempayaki if i never spell wrongly lol. Many ppl will be coming over i think. Murphy, Sarah, sis bf, Sonia(if she not having any celebration).

Yea thats all for today, thanks a lot Sonia for today. It was really fun with miss swan, hard gay all these stupid video clips to watch. I guess i will try my best to find more so we can enjoy it over the phone again. Its great to feel your presence over the phone. Take care and rest early if you are really tired. I scared you fall sick. Not being able to help is a devastating torture.

Signing off,
dialogue wind

Morning call...WAKE UP

I slept about 5.30am yesterday. Watched a few short movie clips with Sonia on the other side of the phone. It was really great feeling her presence on the other side. Watching the same movie clips and laughing at all the funny scenes too.

She came over really early today.I can say about 9 plus and as it was raining really heavily, I took an umbrella to the bus stop to fetch her. It was like so heavy so i brought a really big one so that she would not get caught in the rain(as much lol). So its like yea, she came and i was really feeling that i wanted to play in the rain. Took down my towel and extra clothings and i took off my shirt and went to play in the rain. Mmmm, i was collecting rain water for other purposes but since its like so much, i played a game with Sonia. Scissors, paper, stone. Mmmm, a bit disadvantage to me but its alright lol. If i lose, the bucket of water will be flushed onto me. If she loses she have to kinda soak her legs in it for like 1 min? But haiz, played 2 time lose 2 time so yea i was practically shivering all over after both buckets got over my head.

Took a bathe at the first floor toilet and we went up together. Phew, my sis bf is at home, i think he doesnt have to work today. Yea thats the first entry for today i guess. Later in the night still got training. I kinda overwork my arms but i think its worth it. Being strong is important however but i will not push myself ot the max. My body might just die on me so yea, i know my limits but i wanna achieve something in life to make it worth living for. Oh yea and read a bit of chemistry, going to get more of it.

Signing off,
chemistry wind

Friend ah friend ah friend ah friend ah friend....

Whats wrong with me? I wanna blade even more lol. Today went to East Coast Park and i really love to blade. I was like oh my, why am i so fast? Shouldnt i slow down or something but who cares, i fall a few times but it was shiok. Ok, tell you the truth ba, my hands really hurt , thats whyi didnt use my left hand today. You got see i use my left hands to hold your things only? And the right t push you lol. My hand hurt yea.

Today second entry. maybe its because i just have the feeling to write another one. I dont think blogging should be done on a daily basis but a feeling basis. Feel like blogging then blog, like that would be much better. I think i should stop gaming. I got an sms from Delphine to join them in the cell group at Trudy's house. Maybe i can go but i dont think i wanna lie to my mother again. I going to ask my mother tmr, if she dont allow then i will go for training. Maybe tmr my friends also not going for movie because they still havent sms or call me also. Maybe tmr then get a call but i will surely reject them because i think Sonia should come first. Must book me on ok, im an important person wahahaha.

Eh who the hell is alvin? How come i never see before? In my school one meh? I think this type of loser use gun also lose my even when i use a small little butter knife.... Nvm, i shall track him down and zham him wahaha.

Second entry woooo, friend ah.... so many so good so lame. Wah, super no link here. I guess im going through something call unbalance wave lengths whereby my frequency is going cuckoo but i know one thing for sure. I love you and you will always be closest to my heart. Be happy and take care. Good night and sweet dreams too.

Signing off,
Second post wind

Internet down ytd, today fun ha

Yesterday nothing much happen in school, only that i lame a lot and saw my primary school friend in mcdonalds at bishan j8. Didnt see him for like 4 years? Man, he didnt change much so i went over and crap with him. He was waiting for his friend(you know girlfriend lol). The "friend" come so i moved away. Not bad looking, only look a bit mulnutrition and a bit tall lol, ok maybe im short haha.

Spa ended early because yea, it was difficult but somehow manageable. Went home and called Sonia but i guess she didnt hear her phone ring because it was placed in her bag. Finally she called back and she told me she was at my house's playground with her friend chesed. Weird name ah....call cheese can already la. Easier and can remember also. I didnt think Chesed saw me when i go over because she left but i know where she stay because everytime also got see her walk pass my house to take a bus to school. I think can ren lian bu ren ming de.

Played too much ytd. way way too much. Ok ok, i wont do it again. But in the night i did study a bit but kinda tired. Mmmm, this few days my back have given me a bit of a problem, i guess its because im training up again. I wanna train up to gain back my arm strength or even improve it.

Today will be fun i guess. Im going East Coast to blade. I DONT KNOW HOW TO BLADE....oh my....and Sonia is meeting her friends later in the night at East Coast so thats why i joined her in the morning. Mmmm, have fun and take care in the night ok. Just have fun and enjoy yourself but must be careful also. Meeting you now wooooo, here i come haha.

signing off,
windy wind

Im so sorry... i thought i could write an early entry

Today school was quite intensive i can say. Its was like from morning until afternoon was whole day of studying and test. The break also not really a lot and the physics spa in the afternoon also. Morning geography, very boring very tiring and i keep falling asleep. Afternoon maths test then after that i only took 15 mins to finish my spa. It was purely a joke la. The teacher regretted saying that anyone who finished can go haha.

Went home and ifnllay i tell you, i was really glad that I was able to meet Sonia again today mmmm but she looked really tired today. She sleep quite a lot and she doesnt really look energetic also lol.

Played a while mmm, haiz today got dragged into a quarrel again. My parents were quarrelling over credit card and money matter and me and my sis were dragged into it. I told you that it was retarted la. I dont wanna be in it, i hate it, I REALLY HATE IT.

Thanks for being with me. You really brightened my day. I guess the quarrel cannot overcome the light you brought to my life. I love you and i always will. Take care and sleep tight my dearest.

Signing off,
quarreleed wind

Short short entry...

Tmr wanted to go sentosa but because of the morning lessons and the physics spa in the afternoon, i wasnt able to spend tmr with my primary friends, Sonia, Azlin and Van. Haiz, next time ba.

I smsed Sonia to ask whether she was free tmr. She said she was but because she wanted to study or should i say its a must to study to catch up on her work, she wasnt able to go. It was before i knew my schedule for tmr. After that when i know i wasnt able to go either, i told her that she is able to come tmr to study together. She agreed.

Mmmm, i dont know why but i dont really feel your presence this few days. Maybe its because we didnt really meet. I was just trying to let you relax after a few days of stress that you are going through, i dont mean to stop you from studying. I know its really important. Im sorry if i said harsh things or didnt understand you. I can say that you are still the most important person to me and i really love you. It may seem that i play and enjoy myself too much but i also need someone to study with. I need you beside me, i need you to be with me, i need you a lot. Missing you always.

Signing off,
understanding wind

Whole day at home but quite meaningful

My house bathtub, super super fun la, soak in it lol

Yee Kiat, i dont think he want me to post this picture, wahahah

Sonia gave me this seed, its really special and rare i think.

Today was quite retarted, i was at home the whole day. I woke up quite early today wahaha, 10.30am and then my parents bought back nasi lemak for breakfast. It was really nice as usual and i like it a lot. Very tiring la today, nothing to do so yea, was forced to accompany my mother because my sister was going to a banquet(her working friend wedding). I also wanted to go la but the invitation card got my sister name only and she also dont know me, how the hell i am suppose to go la lol.

Studying today amazing!!!! I was totally into physics because i didnt have anything to do. Wanted to use the computer to play some games but i thought of the deal that i have made so i focused on my study. I didnt really finish studying everything because i started from the front of the book and recap everything. I spend a total of like 4 hours plus. From about 2.30 to about 6.30. I took a few breaks like watching a bit of tv when the show is nice or maybe a drink or two and the toilet of course. Got air-con also so it was really comfortable. Had porridge for dinner but i didnt really eat a lot because i was very full.

After that i oned the computer. Played a while and i remember the time frame too ok lol. Mother suddenly let me use the bathtub maybe because i studied today and i soaked in there for really long lol. It was fun la because still got the nosel thing to massage. I sms Sonia that i will sms her after i soaked but i forgotten because my friend called in.... im so sorry, really i am.

I stopped talking at about 12 plus and yea smsed Sonia. I feel really bad because she was feeling tired but she deny it la, i can tell ok, im really sorry. I wanna talk to you, i wanna be with you. Its only tuesday then we can meet. 2 days...thats really long, even a day seems like eternity. Everytime when im free or i have nothing to do, i will think of you and the things you are doing. Whether you are alright and whether you are tired. Remember that i love you and be happy always. You are everything to me and stay healthy for me too ok.

Signing off,

sorry wind again

House warming....

Today morning cip was quite easy la. Go there take tin only....lets see the place is toa payoh library. Signed up my name and off we went to ang mo kio, our so call hangout place for cip and before that, i went to mcdonalds at toa payoh one first. Ate big breakfast but it was not filling at all la, then wanted to eat other thing but yea later too fat already lol.

Played arcade today and i was totally crazy. Spend a total of $25 on arcade....can you imagine how much did i play. But hey, i got a mario card....super lame but i guess its worth it because it was really fun. Finished cip at about 1.20 and returned the tin. Took a 153 bus with wl and yea on my way home. Went back home and i called Sonia. The thing she is doing is mugging, studying, stoning and more stoning lol. Haiz, cannot meet you this few days....

I wanted to write an entry at 2.30pm but my mother wanted me to take a rest because ytd i really worked all my body out so much that i am having aches and pains everywhere. Didnt manage to write an entry but yea, i did enjoyed myself from the sleep. Really very contented about it, even if i was to be called a pig, i think it is worth it too. Prepared myself after waking up and took a bathe too. Going for my aunty's house warming.

It is really too long. I havent seen all my relative for ages. I even forgotten what to call them wheni saw them and all my cousins, nephew, niece and everybody changed so much that some i cant even recognise them la. Some cuter, some fatter, some skinnier, some more handsome, some just the same lol. My nephew who is the same age as me had dropped out of school, i just found it out today. I was really furious and i scolded him. Even though it was not often that we meet, we were still very close because before my grandmother die, we often gather at my grandmother's place. I really hope that he will wake up one day and cherish his time in school. studying is really important. COME ON, GO FOR IT!!!

Missing you all the time. Tuesday ah? haiz, that is so long. I really wanna meet you soon. I love you so much too. Be happy and im glad that your mother have the intention to celebrate your birthday with you too. If i do not have my prelims on your birthday, i will surely celebrate it with you. I will be here always so when you need someone to share your troubles or to share your problem, i will always be available. Im living my life for you, someone so special, someone so great, someone that really motivate my life. Stay healthy too and drink less sweet drinks ok lol.

Signing off,
studying wind

Today was a crazy day i tell you

Morning go to school so early at 9.45 and i found out that the stupid history lessons so i was yea....kinda bored of the waiting. Because of this, i called Azlin and asked her whether she is free to have breakfast with me. She said she was free so yea i took a bus 88 to hougang and met her at mcdonalds. I bought sausage mcmuffin with egg and i also bought a coke for her(she asked to buy for her) i just went to buy without taking money from her because i was going to treat her of course. As in she walked so far from the condo to just come and have breakfast with me, a small treat is nothing really. She placed money in my bag, i didnt know until she told me and i returned her the note.

Yea, today was a crazy sprint. I was super far away from the bus stop when i see the 88 bus back. If i missed this bus, i will be screwed i tell you so yea i make a sprint for my life. I have to be back in school at 11.30 because there was an e maths test. Managed to caught the bus and Azlin was amazed by it too. I, myself was also shock la lol. I thought sure miss already.

Reached school at 11.45 and i thought i was freaking late so i made another dash to the auditorium. When i saw Yue Sheng still sitting outside, i was like, heng like sai, sure havent started also and it was only calling my class only wahahaha. Man, luck is on my side. The paper today was super super simple la. The paper is like super freaking easy la, easy until can sleep la. Took a cab home because a guy that stays near my place wanted to take a cab then he ask me whether i wanna share with him. Hey cheaper and still a cab to my place, how shiok is that man.

Reached home and received a call from Sonia. I asked her whether wanna join me for a swim(Azlin and Vanessa ask me for a swim) at a condo. Mmmm, Sonia couldnt find her swimming costume and i dont wanna her to waste her time there too so yea, she didnt went along. Priority must go to me la, i ask you for a swim must go with me first ok please please.

Today swimming was kinda crazy. Swam from 2.45 to 5.30. Super super tiring and i got scratches all over and sore because i threw them around and gave piggy backs and neck rides around the pool. They stack on me so many time and grab me but yea, being in the water and being inbar.....i overpower them very easily. Ok i know im unfair but hey, i cant just stand there let you all bully right lol. But yea, i enjoyed myself a lot.

Man, i went home and i was dead beat, i then realised today have training also. Delphine also sms me whether i wanna join them for basketball at 5.45pm. If i go for any of them, i think i will die la. But yea, i went training after i finished my meal but lucky today was very slacky. Didnt do much at all but i got some injuries. Cramps on my calf mostly. Went home and yea, took a bathe. I am really very tired....very very tired. I dont wanna die now. I wanna live on with a special person, i wanna put my whole heart in it and i want you to be happy. You must be happy always. I know i am an adiitional baggage or another additional burden. I know im super worrying also because i always get into trouble or always injure myself but i will look after myself dont worry.

I was feeling very hungry so yea, i make myself some maggi noodles to eat before i write today's blog. Haiz, wasted, now already 9th of june. I missed the 8 of june entry. But yea, i will always be there when you need someone and i want you to feel special. Missing you the whole time today, tmr, the day after tmr, the day after after tmr and forever on.

Signing off,
really tired wind

Pig? Why always a pig?

Today school was a joke la. Go there take one stupid chemistry test that is quite easy la. He go through yesterday and then today give test, who cannot pass man, unless that guy is sleeping like a stupid little pig. I did quite well i guess 26/35. After that went home lor lol. Went back wanted to play a game or two but i thought of the promise that i made so i kept my hands away from the computer. Hey, it was quite tempting but i watched a movie instead....a old show but it was still quite interesting i can say.

Today Sonia was early i think because she dont have to view her practical video so yea, early early. She came over, she put her bag and off we went to buy lunch....or should i say breakfast. I bought chicken rice and she bought char siew rice. Mmmm, she suddenly have the feeling the drink bubble tea but she chose green apple milk tea instead of kiwi green tea. I though milk tea wont be that sweet but hey hey, it was freaking sweet again. Yea, i think its true that the aunty really loves Sonia so give her sweeter.

Mmmm, watched a few short clips with Sonia while we were eating. It was really nice to watch it with her because she laughs often which makes things very nice. We finished our food and i turned on kids central....lol. Human pillow? Human cushion? Pig? Haiz, first two ok, Pig dont want can or not ah lol.

Today i quarrelled with my mother again. I opened my window but she scold, say very dusty. I forgot to bring down my uniform to soak get scolded again. I didnt push out the clothings to sunshine, get scolded again. I forgot to turn off the toilet light and im not sure how long it was turned on so yea get scolded again. I was really pissed and I told her to do everything herself. I just sat at on corner of the cabinet stoning and i was falling asleep. She finished cooking and she called me over to eat. She didnt join me in the dining table and i ate myself. While i was eating, i felt really bad beacuse she was crying and washing the clothes. i think i have hurt my mother's heart. I didnt mean to say anything la but i was really angry also.

Take care. For you , i will change my habits, for you, i will get rid of my game addiction, for you, i will be there. Everything can be done all for you.

Signing off,
Sorry wind

Life is kinda mmmm, missing something le

I feel that the holidays have brought me, wl and bai qun very far apart. I dont feel that they are close to me anymore. Maybe its because i no longer meet them everyday like we always do during recess and after school to go home. I dont wanna lose them, they are my best friends that i have known so long in school.

Talking about friends, Lennart told me that he is going to host a gathering for our primary school. Most likely will be the last week of the holidays and watching movie together. Wah, like that host a bit weird ah. I told Lennart to not book one whole row, i told him to book for the females surrounding me lol. I feel more concentrated like that then he was like stun there dont know what to say also. Hey, im not a flirt or a pervert ok, i was just talking nonsense also lol. Today in teh auditorium also quite funny. Because the left hand last two seats have no partition then it looks like a lover seat for a movie. One is a left handed seat while the other is a right handed seat. I keep saying "Eh! who wanna join me in the lover's seat, must be left hander so when we do work, can hold hands also..."

Everyone kept laughing and laughing but end up nobody sit with me and the whole row having the same seating arrangement one nobody dare to sit. Aiyah, lover seat then lover sit la, just dont touch my butt can already or not i will whack you all up lol. Oh ya, today maths test i feelso proud of myself. Its the first time im able to do quite a lot of questions without much help from my friends. But studying late into the night for a maths, i was quite sleepy for the next two lessons which are chemistry and history. Mmmm, tmr still got chemistry test on organic chemistry, I think i will mug again, i feel like playing but i made a promise already so i will stick to it. You mean everything to me so no matter what, i will make any changes in my life for you.

I have something troubling me. I wonder whether i have done my part? I wonder if im really useless? I wonder how to build a stronger bond with you? I guess this have to be tell by time so yea, please forgive me if i have done anything that hurt you.

Signing off,
wondering wind

Ty for being there, ty for the drinks too

The first time at toa payoh stadium taekwondo 3rd poom grading...the only thing im good at TAEKWONDO


I have been thinking a lot and lucky i have someone to share my feelings with. Im sorry if you felt something or maybe a bit hurt when i said everything. I want to be truthful to you, i want you to believe me and my heart is really into it.



Today school very slacky la, physics do a few questions only and then the teacher blow his top and everybody is called to go home. Then he also make all his lessons optional. Wow, what a cool decision he make, now everybody can have more rest and im super sure that nobody will be there for the next few lessons.

Yea, went back and i rushed to wl's house to collect something. Only Sonia know whats that and i tend to keep it a secret. Oh ya, wl also know lol. Ok on my wa back and i called Sonia to buy me some drinks. Thank you so much, or not i have to walk there and wait for the drinks too. Im sorry that i made you walk so far and wait for me too. Thank you thank you so so so much.

Yea, she mugged while i slept. Haha, how mmmm unfair life is ah lol. Ok today i admit that i look like a pig because i slepy really late yesterday. Nothing get into my mind too when in physics. OH MY GOD>>>>>i realised that felicia have just screwed my phone i lend her. Man, she brought it for a swim(i mean she dropped in the the toilet bowl) Ok how thankful i can get lol, yea but im not mad at all because i didnt intend to get it back from her anyway lol. Kinda lost hope in it.

I love my life(everything including my family, my friends and you). Hope you will be with me forever. I treasure everyone in my life. Ok i think im kinda interested in the game granado espada. Its kinda stupid looking from the trailer but mmmm, controlling 3 characters at one time is quite amazing i can say so yea maybe if im able to get it downloaded, i will try it out. Hope that it is not pay to play or not i will surely not touch it at all.

Signing off,
Treasure wind

Really so tiring to know so much information in my brain

Yea, today a maths is kinda stupid. I didnt know the test was 8am but mmmm, i reached there at about 8.20am and i was the center of highlight. Everybody was looking at me and i was quite honoured lol. It was a joke la, didnt know the time but yea who cares, a maths paper only, no big deal one la.

Did the paper and yea, peeping here and there because dont really know how to do la. Not easy la because got so many chapter whack into one and who ask me be late, cannot even finish the paper also but heng not counted or not i think i sure die lol. Finished the paper, took a break and head on to the lecture threatre for physics. MCQ test and super boring as the questions so difficult la....so many wrong also, everybody also same la. Another 15 mins break and ss was the last subject for the day. I think today Miss Thian pms....sudddenly angry then want to leave but after a while she ownself give chance....so stupid ahah. Another test la, source base and yea today was more of writing and writing.

Went to mos burger and waiting for Sonia's call. Didnt expect it to be so fast la, before i took my burger i already gotten her call. On my way home with the burger and fries in hand lol. She reached there earlier than me of course. Ph and another friend was with her and i thought i need to see Ph again but hey hey, who knows, the buf came just as i reached so yea didnt see her lol. No hard feelings, just didnt want ppl to see me in my school uniform, not nice at all lol.

Called trudy and yea she said she will come over as soon as possible. Sonia didnt wanted to study a maths today so yea, she stayed in me room so study her bio. Good luck and take care ok. I know you will surely do very well. Rest if you are tired ok. No worries, its good that you left earlier too, you already had a tiring day and yea, you must be bored on top alone.

Haha, today i realised a few ways to get money back from a friend who keep pushing back things and kinda mmmm, ignoring lol. Heres a few phrased that can be used

1) do you mind sparing a few amount of cash in order to free my devastating time in the -------(place where you studying or working or just there), i had a blockage in my flow of green things which is essential in my life. Thank you and god bless you.

2)you know that i am ending my ------(national $ervice, $chool term) and it ha$ been really long since i $m$ you too. I have a difficulty in finding job$ so do you mind returning $ome things thank you

3)$ome thing$ $hould not be too obviou$ or not our friend$hip will be impacted by thi$. I hope you under$tand my plight. Thank you and god ble$$ you.

This is to reject ppl who wanna borrow money from you

4)you know that i am al$o $hort of thing$. I'm really $orry if you need help yet i wa$nt able to help you. Please forgive me and you know $ome thing$ are the key $ource of evil $o i will prefer you con$idering.

I think everyone have a part to play in life. Thanks for the little note btw, didnt notice it until i was packing my stuff. Good night and sweet dreams ppl. I love ya.

Signing off,
loan wind

Very funny movie today

Because of ytd not being able to watch a movie during after midnight, i was allowed to go out with my sis, her bf and Sonia today for a movie lol. Mmmmm, i thought shrek 3 would be yea boring because shrek 1 and 2 had been boring but hey hey, who knows that it had been a very funny movie. But i dont think i will recommend it to my friends because the movie really short, only about 1 and the half hours and the plot very simple. Quite predictable but yea some parts were freaking funny la. Had a lot of fun and today was another day of gluttoness man.... Cafe Cartel, Nachos, drinks, curry rice, chocolate, apples and many more. I think i really have to slim down these few days.

Tmr having a test and i found out that we were going to have our test in the auditorium and you know what it means. Not taken into our results and if dont know then haha, can even take a peek at your partners answers. What a good deal i can say. I think tmr will just be a practise, if realy i tell you that i will surely be dead. Now im studying a bit but i dont think much can go into my mind. Im also not sure whether Trudy coming tmr because i havent received any call from her yet. Guess she is super busy i think.

Hey, i dont think i wanna study already. Hey Sonia, if you see my entry, can call me? I using the emerge book to copy down notes for maths. I think like that then i will start liking maths, I think its just all in the mind i guess.

I really enjoyed myself today and i really love being with you. Missing you all the time without you. I love you and i am going to be with you forever.

Signing off,
Funny wind

Tiring day sia...leg also pain

The stone age :) Facing the sea of happiness and calmness

Today was quite tiring. Woke up quite early but all i was called to do was housework. I had to finish all the house work before we can go to Malaysia. Eh, super tiring la and after i bathe i started sweating again because the weather was really quite hot haha. Didnt ate breakfast but hey....today i really feel like a glutton.

Went malaysia at about 10am today and there was mmm, a small jam. I slept all the way from Singapore to Malaysia only waking up a bit at the custom as they wanna see my beautiful face...i think lol. Woke up when we reached a shopping centre but the first thing that came to my mind was food, GLORIOUS food. First was wanton mee, cheese cake, siew mai and more lol.... I also took a hair cut which was like mmmm, ok ok but one thing i cannot stand is that my mother humiliating me like saying my head big la, saying my hair sucks la and many more.... so irritating and annoying.

Bought nothing much only a charger for my phone la. Mmmm, mine spoilt quite long ago. Uh huh and my leg was hurting all the way because of ytd's training. My hand also very pain because i had to carry things but my mum dont know that my hand was hurting and i didnt wanna say anything also because i dont wanna spoil her mood also. Its been so long since my mother had went out with us.

After that went Giant to buy the groceries and went to eat seafood also. Wah, i tell you man, its so freaking shiok and its really cheap too. There was a slight jam from Malaysia back to Singapore but once we crossed te custom, i called Sonia whether she could go for a midnight movie but mmmm, haiz, the answer was a no but haha, tmr we going to watch shrek 3 at j8 instead. Thats good too, at least i can go out because i couldnt go out in the midnight lol. Hey, i wanna watch that show a lot too. I really was missing you all the while when i was in Malaysia, the feeling of not being able sms you was bad....real bad, i hope i dont have to go through this again. I love ya...

Signing off,
badly broken wind

Im happy im glad but im in pieces...

Today morning got school. Maths test on relative velocity. What the heck la, totally dont even know how to answer a single question. I think i better go art lessons also because my drawings the teacher say cannot even see properly...i was devastated lol. Nah, who cares what he say, i ownself can see can already. Finished quite late and yea, played a few rounds of sai-kang dai di and bridge. Hey i never landed below 3 position hey hey, im so cool yea and bridge i always bid like a stupid guy and then end up losing until like shit lol but hey it was all for the fun right?

Phew, man today was kinda exciting and fun at the same time. Mmmmm, i can say that somebody had learnt something new in a process that might seem kinda weird if i write it down so yea never mind lol. Iniative is important and it was at the right time whereby it lets ppl sense the importance and the happiness. Mmmm, you may not seem to understand what im writing here but yea its ok lol.

Training today was hell hell hell disgusting i tell you. Jumping, hoping, squats, target kicking, sparring a bit, pumping, sit up and jumping jacks. Seriously out to kill the students, i managed to persevere all the way but yea i got so many injuries. Im in pieces i can tell you. First is my arm...the stupid sandbag hit my hand and i was totally in pain but i kept quiet and held onto my hands. Nobody really notice which was a good thing because it was quite embarrassing as my facial expression was kinda mmmm, weird lol. Next was leg cramps and aches. I tell you tmr surely cannot walk properly because i can feel that climbing the stairs and walking is a problem today already. Tmr still going malaysia, i think i will be sitting most of the time because its really pain. Next is the blisters on the legs....haiz, later go poke it, wanna see all the liquid flow out. Its kinda irritating and it hurts a bit when i have contact with the ground so yea, now i will walk less and just remain on my bed. This feeling of everything is really very bad, i feel like dying and i feel like breaking down. Now i really wonder why have i pushed myself to the max?

Mmmmm, maybe one day the fear might really come true that i will just break down during training..... I wonder if i can really rest well for tmr and whether i can control myself from training that much or maybe just train when i really need to just firm up my body. Please be with me ok? I think i really need someone to support me all the way. I will take care of myself.

Signing off,
broken bits of wind

Life is unpredictable and tough....i know

I cant seem to move my arms a lot, i can feel that the muscles are mmm a bit splitting from the bone itself. I was expecting it to be very pain the next few days yea but i hope nothing bad will happen to my arm lol.

I fear a lot of things now.....so much things
1)What if i fail my second prelims
2)What if i cant make it to a jc
3)What will happen next time in life
4)Will the person i love be with me forever
5)Will i just break down one day because my i overworked my body
6)Will my friends still be with me next time in life

I have more yea but i dont think stating out things will be fun to read haiz. I feel really bad ytd, really super bad haiz...im really sorry. I shouldnt have done it. Sonia, dont worry about the dog. Life is an unpredictable story where climax and sad things happen all the time. You are controlling the main character of the story so you should be the one who create the process and ending of your life. It may seem that loving something is wishing for it to be happy and be cared for but dont worry, i know that the dog really loves you too. Dont think so much and rest early ok. I will always be there if you need someone to talk to.

Yea, today emerge fest. Mmmm, a bit boring i can say but i enjoy the part of the POS only. It was really cool but hey, i wanted to see the bigger size guy fly but mmmm, dont think that would be possible haha. If he fly i will clap until the clap-o-meter go until 100 i tell you. No 100 i chop off my head give him kick lol. Yea, then meet the regulars in the church and ate pasta today. So small plate, so sour yet so expensive. Should improve on the food la then got more people will go and eat. Ok, i dont think i will be able to go for the emerge festival anymore even though it is going to last for quite a few days. Just hope everybody will enjoy themselves there.

Phew, this is painstakingly written with my fingers only lol, my hands cant really move that much. I have one request....please share with me everything ok? I dont wanna you to keep all your problems and feelings to yourself, i wanna be a part of your life too ok? I will do that too.

Signing off,
fearful wind