A way to post a conver!!!

you know why i love you?

firstly, you are really cute
secondly, you care a lot for me
thirdly, i know i make you worry but i know when you worry means i mean a lot to you
forthly, you tell me stuff mmmm, i mean open to me and tell me everything, it doesnt make me suspect you or anything. i like that feeling
fifthly, i know you want me to meet your friends and family but...not yet. the thought that counts.
sixthly, you are always there to support me, esp that time when i ran away...i will never forget that day....you was there for me.......i felt really touched.
seventhly, my friends find you really nice....and my parents like you too(important factor)REALLY, DONT believe me? i now so sad....i mean its true ma, if you dont believe me i also dont know what to do. i know you are afraid of my mum but i tink she really care about you also,really, stop laughing.
Lastly, to you, no matter how ugly or fat i am, you said you still love me, seriously, why you keep laughing? This is everything from my heart. Its from the bottom of my heart. You trust me a lot too which i think is really great.

I dont mind just standing there doing nothing and waiting for you...like that Zany Parade. I was happy that you know im still there lol. I know its weird that i write all these stuff but when you told me about the things you tell your friend, i was really glad. I mean i know im not good looking and i can say my character isnt very good either but im glad you said you like me just because you think my character is good. I LOVE YOU.

From Blades of Glory.... "I can stay awake, just to hear you breathing"....the song where they do the fire and ice. "i dont want to close my eyes, i dont want to sleep... cause i miss you dear, i dont wanna miss a thing..." when Chazz Michael Michaels kept calling Jimmy.

I know guys this is a weird post but who cares, i like it can already. Its exam time so sorry for not being able to blog. It may seem that my blog died but ...haiz i'll be back.

Signing off,
examination wind

Chippy and Daley, JJ inside too

So cute right?

Eat eat eat, so greedy
Sleeping in such an odd manner
Stack up just to eat....oh my
2nd take

Close up view(DAMN CUTE)

sleeping side by side....
one eating, one going to sleep i think
Yea, 2nd take for both of them sleeping
eh eh eh, what to see here, only backside

Haiz, eat sleep and shit only, good life

Cant really see this, ahaha
Yea yea, dig a hole and stand there
Food makes them stay still
One front one back, nice formation
Close up view

JJ with a crown, woooo
Before the sawdust was placed in
Aiyoh, fell down le one
Dont squeeze it ah
Yea covered by sawdust

Bear bear and JJ haha

Signing off,

Exam wind

Hope those essays are useful

Woke up at 5.45am today because i had to take the bus myself to school today. My dad have went to Kuala Lumpur and i think he will be back today too because it is just an exhibition trip. Mmmm, it was quite cool actually. Met my school mate at the bus stop too because his mother was oversea too and nobody is fetching him to school so yea, sat away from him in the bus because i wanted to sleep and after that we walked all the way to school together, talking all the way about CCA, school work, o levels, class and teachers. Went to class, thinking that it might be another day of boring comprehension writing but instead, we were given essays to read to improve our english. Phew, lucky no more comprehension or i really have to be sitting there and stoning for another 2 periods.

Carpe Diem lesson had to write a reflection and Heok Hwee suddenly say he dont like reflection then i and victor start laughing. Why? Its because he is known as screwed face, very ugly i can say so when he talk about reflection, we all agree with him totally. That was a total joke. Then later chinese, chemistry and then maths. Haha, during chemistry was really funny...Another day of stupid jokes. Layman become lameman, then got oxidation state -1/2? A bit weird then Chee Yann(OGBB) told Mr Tan why not just cut everything into half. Zi xiong then shouted: "You think what? Everything also can cut into half like your butt ah?" That was freaking hilarious la, everyone could not stop laughing.

After that recess, physics, english then e maths test. Physics, as usual, Toon Eee tring to be stupid. Haha, Mr Quay got suan by zi xiong. Everytime say only never do, ask Toon Ee run on the track la. But then Mr Quay say Zi xiong damn evil and ask him join Toon Ee for the run also la but it didnt happen lol. Toon Ee acted gay again and this brought out the topic of the day. How come guys look for guys and become gay and why Girls look for girls and become lesbian? He explain that its because those male-looking girls are unable to find boyfriend outside so decided to find girls instead. However we stated that lesbian are chio le but it is true for the female role in the lesbian relationship. Gay also the same, cannot find girlfriend outside then find guy inside schoo la lol.

Mr Quay: "So Toon Ee, outside cannot find girl then come school find guy is it?"
Jie Jing: "He outside got girlfriend la but still come in find guys."
Zi Xiong: "He bi la he bi la, not gay lol, bisexual haha"

That was one hell time in class and during recess time, we gathered and sing many many songs together like Hey Jude, She will be love, It's my life, cross road and many more. Kinda out of tune sometime but it sounded really funny. Extention and extention until 8 ppl can hear one ipod, amazing right.

After school, went down to dearest place and gave her the notes. Ate one big bowl of noodle with fishball, small little cute prawns and a hotdog. Noodle was kinda dry oh no because the soup was kinda evaporated until no more lol. It was nice and we shared it. Finish everything, drank juice and then i went to sleep oh my....feeling like a real pig. JJ is really cute with the crown on top, i got pic!!!! Dont want post it here, maybe next entry ba.

Woke up at 5.45pm and kinda rushed to go home. Sry my dearest, have to leave so suddenly. Mmmm, i wanted to stay longer but you know i cant. Im so sorry, i will be going there tomorrow again ok and i hope those ss essays will be of much help to you. I love you my dearest. I really hope i could tell my mum i wanna go over but mostly she will be asking me to be home to accompany her and i really wish to....nvm, its quite impossible i know. Have to wait after o level or maybe even after o level results are release. I dont mind really dont worry ok.

Now doing my maths homework, later going to rest a while and hope my dad can come back on time, i really want to talk to you my dearest. I guess you are mugging really hard, im afraid i might affect you or disturb you, must rest early too ok. I love you.

Signing off,
Crown wind

More comics strips drawn by me

Lao Fu Zhi doing an amazing throw of darts

So cool right? 3 different screen to show the whole person

Haiz, i today never go to school again because i wasnt feeling well in the morning. Lucky i got mc from the doctor already. Mmmm, tired la, slept until very later but i woke up and studied a bit. Was really lazy to go out to buy food but after much persuasion from dearest, i walked out to buy food from the coffeeshop outside while on the phone with dearest. Thank you my dearest, if i think you never call me right, i dont think i will even be eating today.

Haiz, fell down also just now. Going around the place to put some ant poison but in the end, step on water, walked and slip. My knee area there really pain. I hope nothing happen to the bone area or not i will have much problem walking. Now i bend only pain, lucky walk not pain already. Drew those two pic on top and studied physics again. Haiz, i wanna do well for all subjects, i really hope i can. I wanna meet you my dearest but i scared i will affect your studies. All the best for your examination ok dear. I love you.

Signing off,

Exam wind

I dont know why im like this....

Wow, i feel mixture of feelings today. Sad, happy, tired, sluggish, weird, retarded and a lot more. Firstly, i still had to do all the chores even though i was not feeling well. My mother doesnt care when i had a headache or when i was feeling kinda tired. Mmmm, i guess she only cares about her stuff being done, she doesnt heck care what im feeling or whether im feeling well. Happy its because my dearest told me that even if the whole world dont care about me, she will always be there for me. I feel really touched.

Mmmm, i hope i can talk to you soon dearest. Haiz, i wanna talk to you, i really feel so bad, im sorry i woke you up so late ah. Retarded because you know i love physics a lot but i did the TYS and i somehow can freaking get all correct. I feel realy stupid. I hope its just because im feeling tired or im just not being able to concentrate. I love you my dearest. I wanna see you again. If tomorrow im not going to school, i will surely go down to your place just to see you. I so addicted to you, like a drug that will cause me super irritation if i dont have it.

I SERIOUSLY LOVE YOU A LOT MY DEAREST....>!!!!@@@###$$$%%%^^&&&**(()))

Signing off,
sluggish wind

Im not feeling well today...

I guess it was all the food yesterday that was super heaty and made me sick today. Haiz, im at home now, tired, sad and sick. I can feel the lost feeling, alone at home, unable to do things, unable to see you, unable to feel your presence. No matter how i tried to diverge my attention, i will keep missing you..

Nvm, it will end soon, i will study hard i promise my dearest. You must too. We will do it together and persevere all the way. I really love you a lot my dearest, take care too ok.

Signing off,
sickly wind

I forgot to put picture for the Zany Parade.

Sand castle, dark clouds and heavy rain

The shelter is red, very obvious

The parade is held at East Coast Park

I had much fun that day and studied quite a lot. Rest well my dearest

Signing off,

dark clouds and wind

Dinner is amazing

Morning woke up at 7 then later go down to Kovan's mcdonalds to have tuition. I slept there from 8 to 8.30 because my uncle and cousin both late. I guess they are tired people too lol. Had tuition for 2 hours and then i finished an e maths paper. Quite fast la, about 1 and the half hour finish the whole thing. Left there at about 10.15 while my father came and fetch me from the mcdonalds. He drove me back and then to school. Everyone was there on top of the grand stand. Haiz, today kinda unproductive because more of like sit there waste time and most of the time stoning la.

Finished everything and i went home...first thing i do was to sleep. I was really exhausted. Dearest called me at about 4 which woke me up and i waited for her to come. Murphy, Sarah, my sister, my sister's bf, my mother, my father, my dearest and me is going to have steamboat and tempayaki for dinner today.

Sat in two seperate tables and my side is the tempayaki side because the steamboat side the soup is Tom Yam one la and i dont like it. Had tons of prawns, tons of meat, tons of fishball, tons of meatball, tons of chilli and tons of fun.

"Pssst, piak and ouch" can be constantly heard from the tables. Its either sizzling of the food and the butter, the bursting of those meat that sends oil flying and people screaming in pain. I got a lot of shot too. Man down man down, medic medic lol. Haha, dearest got one on the neck too right? Sarah was really funny today. She wanted to ask or talk to me and dearest something when the oil splashed and shot her. She screamed but she was ok then she wanted to talk to us again. Another splashed of oil hit her and we keep on laughing. They were taking tissue paper to cover their faces, it was just really funny. The meat was nice but took quite long to cook because it was quite fat. Then got meat ball which i think dearest eat the most lol. I kinda like a chilli craze where every piece is placed with chilli. Ok i know something, dearest is in love with another thing, THE CHILLI TOO. I told you it was nice, not really hot also, dear dear loves it right? Haha, next time you want i can give you some no problem.

Jumping meatballs? Jumping Corns? and jumping meat? Murphy is the goalkeeper i think. The meatball is round ok as everyone know. I tried kiaping him one but then it slipped out of my chopsticks and landed on his hand. Haha, he tried spreading butter but i think the action a bit too big then got one meatball jumped out. He caught it too. Haha, wonderful catching. Mmmm, today we ate corn like icicle stick and we poked our chopstick through the corn. It was nice but mine flied away la. Mmmm, i think i shouldnt have done that because i placed big piece of butter into my mouth with the corn and ate it. Kinda like pouring coffee powder into your mouth then add water lol. Oh yea, got one time theoil was so hot and exploded, one piece of meat jump to Aaron's area, freaking funny la. The meat is ALIVE!!!

Line up line up, roll up roll up. All the prawns was lined up so nicely la. Everyone back to back, everyone was turn together to. It was really nice, should have taken a photo but i dont think im allowed to leave the table just to get my phone or should i say if i left to take it, i come back sure no more le, all lining up in the stomach lol. Ever heard of prawn cocktail. I placed my peeled prawn into the drink. Mmmm, a bit disgusting and when i eat the prawn, it tastes sour too. I had three bowls of rice!!! Thats a lot la omg.

Ok after dinner went to Hougang mall because i needed a new ear piece and since my dad is going to shop for a product to give his customer, why not just get it together so that can claim from the company lol. Yay, one stone hit two bird. Hope is not the wrong bird lol. Returned back, phew, spend some time with dearest. Im really glad to embrace you in my arm, to be able to feel your presence and just being with you makes me really happy. I love you so much my dearest.

Dear, hope to see you soon and good luck for your examinations. Take care and stay healthy my dearest. Sleep tight and sweet dreams.

Signing off,
full wind

Here is the drawing...

Kinda weird drawings but i kinda find it cute hahaha(thx for the eyes of the cupid dearest)

I had hell fun today

The day started at 5.30am and ended at 5.30am itself again lol. Sonia called me but after she put down the phone, i fell asleep again. Ok the day started at 6.15am!!!! Oh my, i was late. I rushed to the toilet, took a quick bathe, changed, packed my bed and left the house at 6.25am. Phew lucky the bus came right on time when i reached the bus stop. Mmmm, it was packed, really packed. I had to stand but i was kinda glad because i still have to call Sonia when i was reaching. If i was allowed to be seated, the first thing i will do is to go happyland(sleep la obvious lol). When it was 2 stop before the bus stop, the bus cleared and i kinda had no choice but to seat because quite many poeple was staring at me....make me think that i am a bit extra so i sat down but i didnt fall asleep because going to reach already ma.

Sonia and her friend got up the bus and we headed down to Parkway Parade. Wah, so clear the road how to flag a taxi.... Mmmm, lucky my eyes sharp, from afar i wave then the uncle saw so we managed to get a taxi even though somebody was standing in front of us wanting a taxi too. The uncle is kinda cheerful and he is driving like 100km/h!!! Thats freaking fast but its because the road was clear. Reached there and i saw a field of green, ok i shall not continue about this.

Woooo, I saw the Zany Parade. It was an eye opener for me. I didnt know such thing exist. The sec 4, i really have to applaud aloud. They really perform very well but the sec 1 is boring. Haiz, i managed to see 3 sec 4 groups only then the rest got blocked by the supporters....wanted to shout "GET LOST" but later they all come and whack me then i die. Mmmm, i stone really long today. altogether a least got more than 2 hours but i finished 3 physics paper also. A good achievement actually. Had to wait for them to pick litter and it suddenly started pouring. As i was at the wake boarding area, i had to walk in the rain back to the place where Sonia is assembled. It was kinda nice but lucky got the new pink umbrella of Sonia's to the rescue. It was her new umbrella and we shared it. I forgot to bring mine or should i say i lazy to bring mine. Managed to walk to the bus stop, really far away but we took the wrong side and ended up in Bedok instead. Took an mrt to Paya Lebar mrt to have KFC for lunch.

Finished everything and we headed down to Sonia's place. She had to take a bathe beecause she said she stank lol and also she got caught in the rain la. I waited downstairs and used my handphone in the mean while....i cant believe it, i fell asleep lol. Walked to another kfc and studied there til 4. I drew another picture there too but later i will post it because have to wait for Sonia to scan it in and send it to me. After that we took a bus to my place and then a mrt to Plaza Singapura. Walked very dangerously today to the bus stop. Freaking dangerous. The bus is right beside you and we have to walk sideways to stay on the block because it was really narrow. Lucky nothing bad happen or not i will really be sorry for making that decision of chosing that path.

We went there today to get the ring engraved further. This time will have dates in it either, Went to the arcade while waiting for the engravement to be done. Saw a few sick shits there. One that plays the drum like crazy(super pro), a stupid game with a sissy joker that throws cards in quite a feminie way and it jumps around to escape lol. We saw one stitch too, it was freaking cute(holding a yellow cub with the tongue out). Mmmm, those who managed to find it, buy it for me ok, i wanna give it to Sonia, i will pay you all back one. Took our ring and we headed to Hougang Mall for dinner.

Had beef and Sonia had omelette. Really nice la and its cheap too. Had bubble tea and off we went, heading to my place to collect Sonia's things. Send her to the bus stop and off she went home too. I seriously had tons of fun today. I really enjoyed myself and i will be awake til very late today because its an important day tomorrow. I love you my dearest ok. Take care and stay happy.

I will be posting the pictures later, a comic strip that i have drawn when i was studying at kfc in the afternoon. Phew dear, thanks for teaching me a bit of chemistry. I really love you. Im exhausted but im really happy.

Signing off,
tired but happy wind

Another one, drawn badly i can say

Ok i know this is a bit disgusting. Mmmm, PAINstakingly drawn lol

All jokes and a comic drawn by me

Painstakingly drawn by me(actually Sonia wanted to draw eyes but it looks weird)


Mr Tan: "Boyles law state that P1V1=P2V2"
Victor: "How come got no girl's law?"
The class: " Wah sia, lame gun."
Mr Tan: "Ya, how come got no Men's law?"
The class: "Wah sia, lame cannon."
Toon Ee: "Got Gay's law or not?"
Hao Nam: "Haha, that one really lame bomb already."

Chee Yann: "I finish the test already."
Mr Lee: "Wah, so smart ah, can get full mark or not?"
Victor: "Cut away OGBB(Over-grown butt boy)'s backside can already, that is his brains."
The class: "No butt, he sure fail hahaha."

Jeremy: "Stop touching OGBB's brain la."
Zi xiong: "I'm only tapping his knowledge hahaha."

Jeremy: "OGBB, why you so fat ah? How you come to school everyday?"
Chee Yann: "By Train la."
Jeremy: "You climb the stairs or take the ass...celator?"

Chee Yann: "Hey, why you all do so slow?"
Hao Nam: "Stop flaunting your ass...sets(credit goes to Victor)"

Victor: "What is your studies area Chee Yann?"
Chee Yann: "What you mean?"
Victor: "Is it buttathology?"
Victor: "Ok ok, using coloqual english, butt tathology. Studies of the butt."


Thats all i guess. Conversation jokes mmm, mostly towards Chee Yann. Many funny things happen too in class like Zi xiong and Toon Ee doing funny actions for the song Tarzen and Jane. They were seriously acting very gay and the whole class was simply laughing all the way. Victor and I were also discussing the bases of a relationship. We understand many stuff, but home run is kinda hard for our age or should i say not possible for people in our school. We are just not that strong you know....you know what i mean lol.

Sonia came after she painted her Zany Parade cardboard that she was going to wear tomorrow. Mmmm, going to be fun because im going over to see too but i have to wake up really early which im afriad i wont be able to. Later going down to my training area to get my certificate and maybe eat chicken wing. "You want chicken wings?" Haha,thats only known by Sonia and me.

I cant seem to get my eyes off you. You will always be the one for me. I will be your guardian angel, i shall be your shinigami(Death god) and also your motivator. Haha, she is stating that when all the muscles next time will become fat if i dont train. Oh my, i dont wanna have big boobs, i dont wanna have flabby arms and i dont wanna have large ass. Oh dear, i shouldt train that much anymore but i still wanna be strong. To be able to carry you, to be able to embrace you all the time and to be with you. Thank you dearest, i love you so much.

Signing off,
Blessed wind

I deleted my game....

It looks cool, i wanna try lol but i promise my dearest to not game that much.

Haha, it sounds kinda relieving when i state that i delete my game right? Dont be cheated by this statement, i just clearing those games that i do not play. Today i was kinda shock by an sms, shouldnt say it here because it was just me thinking too much. Mmmmm, i felt kinda hurt at the start or should i say lost, mmmm, i dont know whats that feeling but when the truth came out, i was belated. Really happy i guess.

Today had the June 2007 e maths paper. It was freaking easy. Ok, that paper gave me the confident to do well for maths. Tomorrow will be the a maths one, i hope it will be that easy too so that i will be motivated to study for it. I know i can do it.

I dont think Donald will be able to see this but when you think you are good, someone is better than you. When you think you are pro, somebody is proer than you but if you think you are stupid, you are so freaking right. Come on, watch your mouth, must not be rude to your mother and sister or i will seriously bash you up. No bullying of your sister esp, i will always be there to protect her.

Today Sonia came over but she left quite early today. Phew, i was a bit jealous, she got to eat pasta with really nice cheese sauce while i still stick to my prawn paste and black pepper meat which i think is really nice. Ok, WHY DONT YOU COOK WHEN IM OVER THERE!!!! WHY???? ahhhhhh, not fair, now i feel really sad lol.

I love you my dearest, take care ok. I promise i wont fall asleep or remain silent without a response. I will reply you and stay awake to talk to you. I wanna be with you forever. Mmmm, i heard today's english oral was really difficult, suddenly i felt really happy and glad that Sonia and i completed ours yesterday. Phew, thank god. Rest early my dearest. Take care of yourself too, hope to see you in your Zenny parade if it is how it is spelt and hope to see you soon too dearest.

Signing off,

cardboard wind

Oral today, weeee(smelly water?)

My hand is way bigger than Sonia's oh my.


I heard from my friends that most of them didnt really do well for chinese o level haiz... i feel really sad for them. Most of my classmate will be retaking because they didnt really do well. Sonia, Azlin and Victor didnt do well too...mmm only Rui Fen did i guess. Nvm, jiayou jiayou, Sonia, if you really need help, you can ask Murphy, he is the shen!!! in chinese, thats what he is really good at.

Today very tiring in class so i fell asleep quite frequent until teacher called my name then i regain my 'soul' lol. Oh my, today's oral was really very smooth flowing. Because i was kinda have a problem with my voice at the start of the day so i drank lots and lots of water and also took some lozenges to clear my throat. To further open my voice, we sang during the break before the o level english oral.

"If you get there before i do, please don't give up on me. I'll be there when my chores are through, i don't know how long i'll be. I will never let you down, darling wait and see. But between now and then, til i see you again, i'll be loving you...... love me."

It really perked me up as i know that my dearest will always be there for me, I will too ok. Jiayou jiayou ba. We went into the examination hall quite early and we can see the grand entrance of all the examiners. Man, the first lady was hot, chio la....she was wearing low cut. I think pupils under her will have problem having the eye to eye contact because i think we will tend to have the eye to boob contact lol. Oh man, i cant believe i will say this too. The second one who came in is a man, A WORLD, BIGGER THAN THE WORLD. Man, that is ENORMOUS i tell you. I was kinda worried he was going to break the chair, even the floor i guess but he is realyl cheerful, you can keep seeing him smile, knodding his head and also laughing most of the time, i want him as my tester la. But mine is 2 old people, old and boring haiz.... but lucky i managed to make them laugh with one of my statement. "I believe that after many years, i managed to find out that i do not eat to live but... i live to eat..." This was kinda weird when i say it but they kinda laughed at it too. Mmm, relatively well done, good range of vocab use, reading aloud was very fluent with clear pronunciation and well versed tone. Picture well described with proper interpretation and vocabs too. I am really sure i can get a distinction.

Its the first time i heard such a coincidental thing in my life. Sonia's examiner was her brother's teacher. Wow, that is kinda weird i guess, mmm is it an advantage or a disadvantage, we have to wait for the result to find out.

Went over to Sonia's place after my o level english examination and bought donuts. It was really nice and we finished 6 altogether. Man, the cinnamon, oreo and strawberry one taste superb, i didnt really like the cheese one however. Ok, slept over there too and theres one weird thing, the father didnt even know i was there, even when i went back, he didnt even notice anything. Very weird, super weird indeed. Sonia's brother was behaving weirdly when i talked to him...mmm, kinda a bit action over his game...i more pro la, i didnt want to say anything only. When i play that time, you still a little kid ok, im super pro in games de. Went home at around 8 and bought a packet of noodle back home to eat, was kinda hungry. Haha, thanks for chatting all the way with me Sonia, rest early ok. Now its back to studying and i managed to stone in front fo my book, wow, what a achievement..

I guess im not tired today because i slept in the afternoon. Theres lots of thing happening between Azlin and Vanessa which i seriously dont know how to clear.... haiz, i cant do much because im not close to Vanessa and i dont know what happen too. I just hope you guys cherish your friends. Come on, im also your friend right, give me face la lol, ok nvm, dont give me backside can le. Take care ok and good luck for your o level english oral Azlin. Nights everyone.

Signing off,
Donuts wind

To my dearest

Heres an entry especially for you my dearest. I have sold my house which i didnt really wanted to because i really love it a lot. Its really convenient for you to come over and me to go over too. I dont know where will i be next time but my love for you will never change. I hope i can shift to a place nearer to you so that i will be able to see you everyday so that i dont have to miss you that much.

Everytime i cant see you, i think about you. Everytime i hear your voice, im really happy. Seeing you just brings joy to my life. Must remember to take care of yourself ok dear. Sleep early and i know you are really tired. Tmr is your taking of your o level chinese result. I know you can do it, all the best and good luck ok dearest.

Well, i guess im really tired, sorry i played a bit while talking to you. Hope you feel better after seeing this entry dear. I love you so much.

love always, signing off,
loving wind

Im a fishermen?

Hearts together forever


Hahaha, yesterday actually can use the computer one then later mother took it away. Whats her problem? She not happy i walk Sonia to the bus stop because my dad not back and she needed someone to accompany her. What if one day im no longer, saying im dead or i went to ns? Will you be able to be alone? Everyday go out with friends? Why not start now, so that it will be easier next time. I am grown up already, i need some free time of my own too. Im super piss with what happen yesterday and she act as if nothing happened today. Yea, so happy right? Thats totally fake, so so fake, nvm i shall be late everyday from monday, wanna study with my dearest.

Today went to Kovan Mcdonalds as usual for my tuition with my cousin by my uncle. It was really tiring because i slept quite late yesterday and woke up really early. Mmm, dearest didnt call me because she slept again lol, nvm dear, i know you are tired. Went to school at 10am, its sunday school again. I really look forward to today's school because im going fishing in school today. Got a pond there then got many fishes so i brought my container there. Bq brought a net, containers and even a hook with bread as bait. Cool le i tell you. Did a few chapters of physics only and went fishing. A few ppl saw us and Timothy even came down to look at how bq catch the fishes. It was really fun. I managed to get a few nice looking ones, pregnant one and also some really small ones. Im afriad there will die so i left with bq. Reached home and transferred everything into the tank....so called tank lol. Yea, had prawn noodle too, i was really nice but the shell got hooked onto my tongue and now its bleeding, haiz, stupid prawn, nvm, i shall devour you waahahaha.

Yesterday was really cool. Went down to courts to meet Murphy, Dearest, my mother and i were there to help Murphy a bit bit i guess. Didnt really help much because the product itself was really expensive and people there i explained to was either child too young or maybe just standing there to play only la. Went to eat pepper lunch mmmm, not full de EEEYER, so ex yet not full. Ate carrot cake too, after that reach home father bought me fillet-o-fish too. Phew, now im full lol.

I am missing you so much my dearest. Hope i will be able to meet you tomorrow. Mmm, tmr is the o level chinese result. Those who are taking, all the best ok and wish all of you good luck, especially my dearest. I know you can score very well, it shouldnt be much of a problem but...im afraid this year's frequency graph wont be so nice at the top because the paper is considered difficult? Hahaha, i hope im wrong, good luck guys.

Signing off,
Fisherman wind

Im not sleep...

I wanna call you my dearest but im afriad i wake you up. If i dont call you, you will wake up at odd timing. Mmm, i slep just now, i smsed you but you didnt reply. Haiz, dear im missing you all the time la.

Went down to paya lebar mac today at 9.30. Mmmm, saw ian and dearest there. Wooo, started doing my geog but one thing... so hard la the paper. Haiz, stupid school, give this type of paper who can do.. dont even understand some of the stupid question. Studied until 10 plus then felt a bit hungry so got a hotcakes with egg. Damn nice i tell you. Mmm, got a lot of mosquito in my room yesterday so i keep scratching in mac. The mosquito bites looks like pimple.

Dear, sorry i didnt send you the pictures today, later i send you ok, after i come back from school and waiting to go courts. Oh ya, thanks a lot dearest for helping me in the interpretation and the house choirs. I can see that you are in pain but i love you so much and i really care about your health. Must take care ok, dont want you to fall sick or feel pain.

Today talked to Joel most of the time oh my, sorry ah, make you unable to study lol. But i guess we both enjoyed ourselves and still got talk about a lot of movies. Must watch rush hour 3, its nice, really nice. Seafood? Hahaha, shallnt be a spoiler. Oh yea, one more thing, i will call you now or not later you wake up at weird timing again dearest.

We watched fireworks at East Coast on 9th August too, didnt expect it la. We didnt know there could see it, we were just lazing around at the breakwater and then suddenly we hear ppl shouting, start le start le then we saw the fireworks. I was really glad we went there, i was really happy, its the first time i ever spend my time with someone to watch firework and its you my dearest. The sea is soothing, it is wet and it makes me sticky lol.

I wanna go down Tampines tmr to see the 3d educational thingie that Murphy is selling. Mmm, see you later dearest, love you with all my heart.

Oh dear, i never keep my promise...

Haiz, stupid game, i can actually lie to you about the time i sleep but i think i better be frank. Haiz, play until now, was getting really tired then i stop playing have to blog because got a lot of things to say.

Mmmm, i kinda ignore my dearest in the phone, i think she can feel it but yea, i know you are tired, your voice really very weak le la my dearest. Better go and sleep and have energy for tomorrow's movie with me ok? Oh no, if you wake up early and saw this blog right, help me check the movie slot for rush hour 3 ok dear? Thanks you so much.

The mark was intentional i guess but i didnt make it until hell big ma lol. Tmr you wearing your minnie mouse shirt right? Hope it is going to be ok hahaha or not later you sure angry de. Thank you for spending time with me today. Phew, the weather is really hot but yea lucky got air con until like mmmmm, 3pm? When i have to time and get the food. 3mins 20secs? Yea, thats how fast i ran there, got my chicken rice and ran back from the coffeeshop. Not easy ok, its freaking far and my leg still hurt but i felt really good after the run. Its been ages since i ran like that. I could feel the wind or should i say i could be the wind again. Yep, ate finish, played a while and dearest slept on my shoulder beside me. Im sorry i didnt wake you up yesterday, mmm, i thought i was suppose to let you sleep so you wont feel so tired but instead you woke up at a funny hour and the rest of the time, you couldnt go back to sleep. Haiz, sry.

Mmmm, got timed for bathing also. 2mins... woah, cant believe it was that fast. Everything i do now is timed which made my life hassling but i love it. I wrote something on the back with my finger too, fun la ahahha, made me smile at least lol. Hope you see you tmr my dearest, im missing you all the time.

Woah, today's post is only for you, all and one and one and all for you. I have been grateful, i have cherished the time with you. I just wanna thank god and fate that have brought us together. Sleep tight my dearest, good night.

Signing off,
Thankful wind

Yay, happy day!!!

Yes, i dont have to go school today because its kinda boring la and the stupid speech day will waste a lot of my time if i go to school. Mmm, i dont think i will be going to get an mc because on monday where they will check who never come, i dont think they will remember anything about the mc so yea, dont bother getting one la. Nvm de lol.

Yes, today was kinda a relaxing day from everything. During school today was very slack la, it was totally like sleeping because teacher either revise things that i already know or never come. Totally a very weak day for me. After school went back to bathe and came out again. Haiz, let my mother know i come back because i forgot to close my cabinet and the bathroom floor was wet. Stupid la, i mean i come back bathe then go out also nvm one right, dont have to shout into the phone until like that. Oh ya, went to parkway parade to get plastic cups for the old age for Sonia's school de. Then later had lunch or dinner at foodcourt. Yellow noodle, eew, seriously dont like it la but lucky got a bit more kuay tiao the aunty give or not i think i will not be able to finish the noodle. Nvm, its ok de, can eat can le. Bought a chocolate bar at giant too, nice la i tell you. Haha, wanted to buy a pen from popular but lazy to get up again to the top floor so went outside one instead. Bought bubble tea and i wait hell long for it la, she keep shaking, pouring, mixing then later press here press there, dont know do what, take so freaking long la. But hey hey, not bad le. Haiz wanted to post pictures but got none la so no choice, just words and more words.

Ok, didnt get my pen so nvm , go school then get it from my school bookshop. Dear, not i dont wanna call you but i know that you are tired so i let you rest. Of course i wanna talk to you, hearing your voice just makes me happy, if it is not for you today accompanying me at east coast stoning, i dont think i will be able to destress la. Im handling so much pressure in my life. Phew, i love you dear, have a good night rest and see you tmr, i just hope that you will be happy everyday and i will be able to see you everyday. Good night and sweet dreams everybody, im going to sleep too.

Signing off,
tired wind

Wah, blogger lag like pang sai!!

Seriously blogger got problem, i think its something with the server or what. Haiz dont care la, its ok de, can go in can blog then can le but only take a super long time.

Today in school a lot of funny things happen again but haiz, dont know how to type it out la because must see to know it. Got ppl play battlefield in class, movement of little plates that really can waste time. Today also got essay test and i managed to write the fastest and the most. Haiz, i today not sleepy but i tried to force myself to sleep in class because it was really boring. I think i going to study on friday with Bq, Wl and Sonia and maybe more unknown ppl that i will kinda ignore because im not a sociable person? Haha, i am.

Oh ya, Simpsons is kinda waste money actually. It was a waste of money because the movie was kinda short and a lot of lame things happen inside also. "Spider pig, spider pig, do what spider pig does. Will it crawl? No it wont because it is spider pig" Hahaha, very stupid actually.

Haiz, dear, must really sleep early ok. I know you are tired, i kinda delay doing my things because i want you to finish your things also ma. Always putting me in front isnt a good thing, you must be happy yourself too ok. Yay, tmr can see you again, i really love that. Wednesday also can, thursday also can, friday studying together also. So cool, everyday can see you is really great. I am going to score really well for my o level and then can relax alreayd during the holiday. Nobody can stop me from seeing you everyday after our o level.

Mmmmm, i think i got nothing much to write today la but only to say that Azlin take care, anything can call me la, you sound really troubled just now, rest well too.

Take care everybody. Im going to sleep soon because my eyes hurt....oh ya, my knee hurts, only that i tahan. Got see i wait a while before the bus was near before i run? It was because my knee was hurting la. I had to stand throughout the bus ride because it was crowded. It was worth it to see you. You are the most important person in my life that will be able to motivate me throughout dearest. I didnt regret today because i managed to do what i wanted. Mmm, i know you regretted but haha, tmr i will jump around to avoid you so you will regret it again wahhahaa. Take care my dearest

I HATE MY MOTHER!!!!!!!!!

Mine is tutti frutti, the rest is berry freeze and something something shine lol

Menu for Tony Roma, ate a steak today

Walking kiwi, managed to get their butt only because they walking very fast

Red one is cute but the backside a bit wai wai de.

Yellow big head doll, was freaking cute there la, so cushy ahahaha.

Stupid panda, run here run there, cannot even take a picture properly

Just leave me alone la, FUCK!!!!!! This is the first time i use vulgarities in my blog. I seriously hate my mother to the core. Just heck care me la, just dont bother about me, who needs you, is you need me. Just shut up and dont care whatever i do. I DONT WANNA ANYHTING FROM YOU. GET LOST LA.

Stupid dinner today, who cares if go out together, who cares if my dad is with us, who cares if we wanna go on a holiday. I DONT BOTHER. i dont wanna go holiday with them, i dont wanna come home early everyday, i wanna study from now on at school. Who cares if she need somebody to accompany, go get some fucking dog and shit to accompany you and just leave me. I shall stay in school or go out with my friends to study from now on. No more 6pm curfew, who cares about her.

Today the only fun time is i went to school. It was a relaxing TYS physics doing session. I felt good there because i was kinda relax and there was no pressure to finish anything. We still went fishing with our bare hands and threw some small fish into the big pond, hope it dies lol...evil oh man. Going to bring container next week to get more fishes home. Went ang mo kio after that and play a few rounds of daytona, time crisis and more la, it was fun. I really miss the time when i get to hang out with my friends and just have no trouble. Im glad i didnt get to see the phone call until very late because by then i was already ready to go home.

I didnt want to go to the fair at all, i was forced there la. Everytime like that one la. I seriously hate my mother, i just dont feel that my house is a home, its more like a jail to me where my actions are restricted. WHY CANT I BE FREE, WHY CANT I BE MYSELF, WHY CANT YOU ALL LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!! DAMN IT LA.

Dont worry ok dear, im always here for you. Cockroach is not scary but i know you are afraid of it. Nvm, im here ok, theres nothing to fear. I know that i wont be there for you in your dreams when you need someone but i will squeeze throught no matter what but in real life, just a call and i'll be there for you. I will love you forever my dearest. Take care and sleep well.

Signing off,

F uped wind

Eeeyer, she saw me...

My super cute, super obedient, victual dog!!!!

Haiz, Ivy saw me then she say she was going to comment but got jacked la, nothing was written in her blog. Update le, update le, July 21 is her last entry? That is primative la. Tmr still got maths remedial at 8 and physics remedial at 10. Haiz, finish at 12. Later going to ang mo kio to watch Simpsons the movie. WOOOO, the pig the pig the donut....haha, all super nice la.

Played a while today to ease the desire but today i feel really close. I mean really close, i could feel that we really are meant for each other. I wanna embrace you in my arm forever, even if it means we are statues. Oh my, i think that silver guy should be kicked in the nuts to see whether he is a good statue(only Sonia will understand).

Ok im sry i woke you up. I knew i woke you up. Now i feel so bad la, i love you. Shouldnt have called you, should have let you sleep, later you very tired. I guess today will be a really short entry. If got any picture tmr i will upload and write a longer entry. I may even be a spoiler for the Simpsons show so lover of simpson beware, not to read tmr's entry lol.

Take care and rest well my dearest. I wil always be there and thanks for the comments and pictures from Sonia and PH. Wooo, its freaking nice and i mean it.

Signing off,
Super happy wind

Mugging day, went back late

Mugging today at Paya Lebar MRT there. Nice pencil box right, my favourite.


Today in school was quite smooth sailing i could say. Went in the morning and i didnt fell asleep in morning Geography class because i was awake with Victor as we were talking to each other and making tons of joke there until Mrs Goh got angry but later she found out we were joking and discussing things that were relevant to the topic so she smiled instead.

Got maths test today and i did quite well i think, went through chemistry TYS, did so much work and i didnt discount myself today la. I was really happy that i managed to finish lots of things today. After school got maths then later went down to Paya Lebar or should i say TKGS to meet Sonia. We walked over and took a bus back. Ivy(if i never spell wrong). She got this evil grin you know it looks super super sick la. I see already also feel damn eeyer oh my lol. I think she know about me or should i say yea she know about me, how? I dont know lol.

Went over to Long John at Paya Lebar mrt there and did physics. Showed Sonia my foolscap paper back and she took it back to write something on it, hope can get PH to draw too because her drawing is way way nice. Eat long john combo 1, seriously never eat it very long already but i simply love it. I guess Sonia dont really like it? Mmm, this one i not sure, never really ask la but i konw shes ok with everything. Take care ok, dont be so HOT!!! I mean apply counter pain then feel burning hot. Eeeyer, dont think until so dirty lol.

Rest well and drink more water. I really wish you can pass for your napfa, i know its hard but you must persevere, im always here to support you and cheer you on. I love you.

Signing off,
Encouraing wind

So disgusting thing la

I belive in reaping what you sow so yea here it is, the second batch of custard apple from the fruit planted

This green stuff stinks, seriously. Its vegetables juice.....eeew who will drink it

This one i dont mind. Carrot juice, a bit fresh smelling but fine to the tongue.

Phew today is going to be hell time for me. Tons of homework so im so sorry Sonia, cannot talk to you until quite late today. Myabe i just rush through and we chat on the phone while i doing my work also.

Had physics remedial and because too many homework, i cancel my physics tuition in the evening. If i go and come back, i think i today no need to sleep already. Sorry uncle and cousin, next week ba.

Had dinner, couldnt eat finish because i wasnt feeling well. I think i coming down with a fever. Too stress already. Eat some fruits and drink some juice which made me feel better. First time i cannot finish my food, my mother also know that i wasnt feeling well because i always finish my food. Didnt really eat a lot today too. Dont think i will be going to the doctor because its close already and the homework not done is just giving me more pressure. I will take care of myself dont worry. You too ok?

Cant wait for tmr haha, studying a bit at long john Wooooo. I hope i will be well by tmr or maybe by tonight or maybe now lol. Yep, going to drink more water so i wont fall really ill tmr.

Signing off,

sickly wind

What did i do?

"I just call....to say....i love you" Mine bigger, i love you more, i win.

Mugging today. Haiz, the RGS prelim paper is really difficult, made me feel so stupid lol.

Things are really getting complicated. I dont wanna know anything anymore....dont make me confuse or go crazy over it. I didnt play today, was sleeping, studying and doing my TYS and a physics worksheet. It was freaking difficult la.

Mmmm, Sonia came over today. I was really happy about it but she was sad because she didnt make it for something but dont worry, you can do it de, just put in a bit more effort and everything will surely go into place. I can see that you are really tired, cannot walk up the stairs properly, cannot concentrate when studying because you are exchausted and thank you for everything. I thought only thursday can see you but wow, an early 2 days, thats super super good.

Wei yang called just now and he asked me to get donuts for him when he comes but im not sure when is he coming so maybe when he is coming, i will go down to paya lebar to get the donuts. Oreo one is really nice. I dont want anything bad or misunderstanding to happen. Things have just been cleared for us, if another thing come in between us again, i really dont know what will happen. All i need is you to trust me. Thats all i wanted.

Later going to find the thing that is placed into the shirt haha, until now still havent find because havent go and bathe yet. Write entry first lol. Take care and rest well ok. I love you.

Signing off,
Heck care wind