Phew, hot hot

Geez, its been a long time since i blogged and why suddenly i just came back and write something? Mmmmm, maybe because im bored and i have no idea what life is all about....

If i had a chance, i would want to still be myself however...i would choose a different path in life. More of a study path so that i would not have to worry about things. Now, life is so meaningless. I dont have to go back to school yet, i dont have to go to work because im lazy and i got no freaking idea what im doing everyday. Its like play play play, then play then play then sleep.... waste money, eat sleep play. Damn, it just goes round and round these things. I spend really little time with my family. I go out early in the morning and come back late at night,today...im at my dearest house. Sleeping over because the bbq ended really late and i didnt want to go home. Since my sister also not going back, might as well leave the room empty.

Why have life become like this? Is this really what life is all about. Study, work and die? Is that how life will end for everyone. It seems like its the typical life journey everyone has to go through. I cant escape this path too i guess. Maybe something in the future might change the path that everyone is destined to be on?

Just play hard for now and look ahead next year. Im going to really work my ass off and make sure i will show everyone that i am not somebody to triffle with. Yeah, i guess i will be going back to gaming. Hope i could blog more often and one more thing, no matter how i disturb my dearest, she tend to be able to sleep really soundly lol. I guess i have to really shake her up. Always sleep so early when i come over to stay but i still love her a lot. Rest well dearest (: until i wake you up (:

signing off,
path of the wind