Watch the range of phones i have

O2, 6280.... i have 2 6280 lol

n80, n76. Rock on ppl, red colour a bit suky but who cares, father just buy and ask me whether i wanna use ahaha so yea why not?

Still got more phone la, 6680 retarded white phone, motorola v3 razor and im going to get an n 95!!! wooo, maybe after o level. A phone, a cam, a computer lol.

Signing off,

Phone wind

Really short entry i promise.....JACKED

Of course i wont write short entry la, hello people, you know me la. Today in school was freaking hilarious. Russell got punished by Le Ren Jie Lao Shi. A chinese teacher in our school because Russell was freaking guai lan. He get punished that time still play with the switches of the fan and the lights. He even jumped around when he wasnt allowed to go to the toilet during the punishment. I thinkthe teacher told the dm la which was our Physics teacher.

Physices lesson and the teacher came in. First thing take attendance and everyone who needed to attend his lesson on saturday was called to stand. We all stood up and we had to be witnessed for each other that we came but i and Tedmond no need because I was caught for sleeping and he remembered it la, he even asked god to save me lol. Tedmond did stupid waving moves which also reminded him about our presence. Haiz, see me only ask me sit, the rest need witness, so unfair.

Yea later he called Russell up and scolded him. He asked Russell to explain himself and who was the teacher that punished him.

Russell :"Le Ren Jie la"
Mr quay :"Your father ah!?"
I was laughing like crazy with the whole class but then she was a female la, how to be father lol.
Russell :"Ok ok, Le lao shi, dont know la, she got angry like that la, seriously i dont know what happen then i got punished also."
Toon Ee raised up his hands and said he saw everything.
Toon Ee :"Le Ren Jie was angry that we came in late for class la."
Mr Quay :" Your mother ah!?"

This time he got it right, mother is right lol but the whole class laughed so he made the whole class run. He got damn pissed with us and made the whole class went down to run on the track. The last person who came back have to go for another 2 rounds.... Went back to class and Mr Quay didnt came back as he wanted to talk to Russell. Victor and Zi xiong keep imitating them and keep hearing YOUR FATHER, YOUR MOTHER AH. It was really funny and i spit the water i drank the first time i heard it la. Super funny but i think there is something wrong with Mr Quay. No matter how funny things get right, he will not laugh....something funny about him...maybe he is laughing inside.

Yea, today we were analysing at the things we can say to Chee Yann. We listed out everything about butt to ass to bottom to backside and more la. We had given him a nick OGBB ( Over grown butt boy) and his study scope is buttalogy (the so called study of the butt, invented by Victor). Today we challenged ourselves and managed to get another thing for him, it was his ASSet lol. We keep focusing on the ASSet you know. The ASS part very loud and it made him really angry. Wooo, i like him being angry. Tedmone is the world so being on him makes me sing on the top of the world while having him on my shoulders makes me sing the whole world in my hands.

Had tuition and i was really tired. Mmmm, Rui, its kinda weird the stuff you written in the sms. Didnt really understand but yea, nvm, dont know how to face you when we meet also so yea, better not la, later you turn out to be a rapist instead lol. Pictures are decieving ok, even when i put my pictures here, i may be a chikopeh uncle waiting to prey on little girls so people out there, dont trust picture posted on the internet, it may never be true. Careful about online people too, they are really cunning at time. Be wary, stay safe and be happy.

Signing off,
YOUR FATHER wind

Many pics today in the car, from the car

The moon, its full but part of it is cut off

Sleeping in the car today, very tired actually.

Opposite side la, wah laom forget to rotate it upright

One eye, one tongue and one chain? Hahaha, me and sis in the car

I got a long and sharp tongue, Wooo

Today was kinda tiring, slep at 4plus am in the morning then wake up at 7.45am. Got ready for tuition and then left home. A maths i almost fall asleep but lucky i got a drink and the toilet to keep me awake. Learn 2 chapters today, Binomial and relative velocity, hope i dont forget anything.

Later went home to sleep a while la, people come view house i also dont know. My butt is facing them oh my god!!! I didnt know my part was part of the show house lol. Going to get a bigger house!!! YEA!

Later did a few history essays and a bit more homework la. Watch a bit tv and went to Chong Pang to eat Thai food. Waited very long le, half an hour but lucky got Sonia to sms with or not i will be very bored. I ran around playing with kids also la, they were super happy that some unknown stranger is playing with them catching. I love being with kids, makes me young again, i old le la i know lol.

Went back home finish all my homework, get scolded as usual and heres my entry for today lol. i cant wait for thursday and the day to see you let down your hair. I cant wait for everything to happen, i really feel excited. I was really happy everything was cleared. Take care and rest early, thank you for everything.

Signing off,

Tongue and moon wind

SOme pics that are really cute.

Backside of a pig sia

Nose nose of the pic ah

Side view of the pic ah

Candy store and lots of chocolate at Vivo City today, super tempting.

A lot of funny things happening today la. Its really nice too. Never get to see the fireworks today but i think its worth the fun in Vivo. I made fun of a lot of things but i cannot remember already. Maybe if chat on the phone i will remember.

I cannot remember what to write on the entry oh my god. Never mind never mind lol, just have to be happy with the blue plastic pig i gotten from a lucky draw. Its a piggy that can put money then take out money is by pulling out its nose la. So cute haha.

Im sorry and im just happy everything is cleared now. Take care and rest well.

Signing off,

so near yet so far wind

I have no idea whats getting into me...

Seriously i am speechless after looking at the email. I wasnt expecting this from you... I didnt know it would turn out like this either. I am a gamer for sure, i always love gaming, i guess i have to change, give me some time, give me encouragement, i cant do this alone. Wl, stop me from gaming too ok? I really need all the help possible and i wanna start studying.

I always say i will study but in the end i didnt even do anything. Im really sorry for everything, im really sorry for not understanding. I dont care, im going down this thursday. I will be waiting for you there. I can stay until very late no problem. 7 plus, i already told my mother.

Blitznight, Blitznoon, Blitzday, Fieryfever, Dragonwander, Dragonwonder all will be deleted from my memory. Nothing of these will ever exist in my mind again. Call my when you see this entry, anytime, anywhere, i just wanna talk to you now.

What should a couple do in a relationship?
1) Hold hands when they are going out
2) Hug and be there for each other when the other party requires a little help
3) Kiss in the right moment, kiss when you have the feeling to
4) Spend time with each other
5) Ummm, shallnt proceed further

Bed of Roses Lyrics (Bon Jovi) :
Sitting here wasted and wounded
At this old piano
Trying hard to capture
The moment this morning I don't know'
cause a bottle of vodka
Is still lodged in my head
And some blond gave me nightmares
I think she's still in my bed
As I dream about movies
They won't make of me when I'm dead

With an ironclad fist I wake up and
French kiss the morning
While some marching band keeps
Its own beat in my head
While we're talking
About all of the things that I long to believe
About love and the truth and
What you mean to me
And the truth is baby you're all that I need

I want to lay you on a bed of roses
For tonight I sleep on a bed on nails
I want to be just as close as the holy ghost is
And lay you down on bed of roses

Well I'm so far away
That each step that I take is on my way home
A king's ransom in dimes I'd given each night
Just to see through this payphone
Still I run out of timeOr it's hard to get through
Till the bird on the wire flies me back to you
I'll just close my eyes and whisper,
Baby blind love is true

I want to lay you down on a bed of roses
For tonight I sleep on a bed on nails
I want to be just as close as the holy ghost is
And lay you down on bed of roses

The hotel bar hangover whiskey's gone dry
The barkeeper's wig's crooked
And she's giving me the eye
I might have said yeah
But I laughed so hard I think I died
When you close your eyes
Know I'll be thinking about you
While my mistress she calls me
To stand in her spotlight again
Tonight I won't be alone
But you know that don't
Mean I'm not lonely I've got nothing to prove
For it's you that I'd die to defend

I want to lay you down on a bed of roses
For tonight I sleep on a bed on nails
I want to be just as close as the holy ghost is
And lay you down on bed of roses

100th entry, 100th day

Its the 100th entry, shouldnt it be special? Nah, dont think so la.

I think we should just concentrate on our study la. You go for studies with your friends, study out until the night ba, i dont think its worth wasting time in my house now.... O level coming le, i dont wanna drag you down with me.

Dont know la, helping your studies can liao. I wanna remain quiet for now, i just think i need to really silent myself to study. I dont play le, dont have the time too. This saturday going to school, going out with my mother, sunday going tuition, swimming with my sister then later go dinner with my family. Next week staying in school to study. Nvm, i just wanna study now.

TOday was kinda funny in school la, Toon Ee and i were in the same group in pe so we are doing rock climbing. The harnes made his Ummmm bulge so much le. It was freaking disgusting i tell you. dont wanna talk about it now la. Zi xiong also comment something sick la: " Toon Ee, why your kuku bird so big!!!"... i there also stun la.

Today Zi xiong, yun song and toon ee brought their gameboy to school because they wanted to play pokemon. It was kinda interesting actually if i really have to say. I wanted to join them too but i guess it wont be that good because o level coming and i dont wanna waste time on things like that again.

Yea, thats all i have to write today i guess. I think i will be sleeping early today, I dont wanna play anymore, i dont wanna say anything, i dont wanna think so much.

Signing off,
time wind

What the hell, wormy again!!!

After a little shieldtox and walla!!!

Before it was sprayed, a cute little worm? Nah, its disgusting actually

Yea, dont know why little wormy keep coming to my house. This is the second one already. Eh wormy, nothing nice in the house, please dont come ok, i dont wanna kill you (i think i mean it?)
Haha, killing it is fun actually, sounds a bit sadist oh no but yea who cares, seeing it crawling all its might to get the insecticide out of its body just make it feel so useless.

Mmm, got many way to kill it, the ones are tried are burning it, spraying it(common), drowning it in oil or water(oil very easy, water super difficult, must keep it sinking) and one more is just smashing it into the wall but this is disgusting, can see everything come out....dont like this way.

Today got a maths, oral and geography test. Geog test got 28/40, a maths sure fail and oral very fluent, strong pronunciation but development of content for conversation is a bit weak. Need prompt to elicit conversation. Thats the marker's comment about my oral. Was quite happy with it actually.

Yep, hope you had fun? Mmmm, i slept in the afternoon, sms rui fen, do housework, writing entry, very fruitful day i guess??? Haha, nvm. Hope you like the present PH, happy birthday and may all your wishes come true. I know the stitch look a bit petrified but yea, its still cute right? Haha, one year older, i think its your turn not to be protected by the law already lol.

Asking wl whether he free, join me in a game or two. Bored la bored la, tomorrow still got geography test again and im going down to hougang mall tmr to get another physics TYS. I really wanna study, i dont wanna waste my life, i guess i will be studying a lot tmr, rest well people.

Signing off,

Studying wind

Shallnt say much

What is happening when you wanna be with a person so much but have no reason to? Its because you are in love. May it be from the heart or may it be puppy love, just try it out while being wary in the process.

You wont understand i guess, mmmm, maybe when the day that it happens on you instead, you will know the feeling. Feeling a sense of insecurity isnt a great thing, you tend to wonder and ponder a lot but whats going to happen, nobody knows. Shallnt say any more, dont want anything bad to happen.

I think i will devote my life to studies. Gone through tuition today and i learnt something really important that didnt gave me a drive in my study life. Why am i wasting my time on stuff that doesnt benefit my life, with o levels ended, i can have fun all day without any regrets. People, its only 87 more days to o level, we have to buck up and get fully prepare for it. This is what i was told, you dont have to be smarter than then o levels, just being smart enough would be essential for you to get a distinction. Your main aim is to get your l1r5 to be the best, focusing on your subjects is a good alternative if you do not have much time left. Life is yours, ruining or helping it is in your hands. Im going to mug everyday, i dont wanna lag behind anymore.

My uncle said something that almost made me teared but i didnt as yea, everyone knows, i dont show my weak side to people. He said, in times of trouble, who will always be there for you? In times of need, who will be there for you? When you need financial assistance, who will be there for you? (Your friends? Nah!! Your buddies? Nah, its always your family, especially your parents.) I felt really a pierce in my heart. What did my father said to me and what my uncle told me doesnt tally but somehow i felt the warmth in his words. If it wasnt for the hard work my parents gone through, i wouldnt be able to get to where i am now. Nothing can be achieved that easily. I have nothing much to comment on them either, im just really greatful that im here now.

When I was in the car, going back home, many thoughts ran through my mind. My family, my friends, my studies, my love life, my future and many more. I was wondering if i have ever regretted things i have done in my life? I wonder if i would to die that instant, would anyone be sad or would anyone bother? I thought a lot but yea, it came to a rest when i forced myself to sleep. I dont wanna think so much, i smsed Azlin too when i was on the way to tuition, i asked her a lot of stuff la and she told me, if you really want time to pass really fast, just study or sleep. I believe so so yea, maybe i will sleep to past time, i tried playing to pass time but i felt even sadder because i am ruining my life at one point and also thinking a lot the other.

I heard this song in the car and it means a lot i guess "Moment like this" by Kelly Clarkson.

Moment Like This
What if I told you it was all meant to be
Would you believe me? Would you agree?
It's almost that feeling we've met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
When I tell you that love has come here
And a...a moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special Kiss
Oh I can't believe that it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

Everything changes but beauty remains
Something so tender I can't explain
Well I may be dreaming but till I awake
Can't we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share

For a moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special Kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

Could this be the greatest of them all
I wanna know that you will catch me when i fall
So let me tell you this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special Kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Like this,
OH I can't believe it's happening to me
Some People wait a lifetime for a moment like this...

Signing off,
Moment in life with the wind

Its WORMY!!!

Cannot really see from here but i already soak the worm inside oil lol

Close up view, not clear but its disgusting. Its dead by the way.

Eeew, this things gives me the creep. I still remember that time it was in my pants and it poke my ass la. So pain lol, got thorn in my ass lol. But manage to get it out i guess or maybe it went in? Hahaha, dont wanna think of it or not i think i will have nightmare tonight.

Today school very hiong also lol, go through maths test paper, took back my report book and many more. Didnt do very well i think. Haiz, i dont wanna let my parents see or not i will die la. Mmm, tomorrow will be having my o level chemistry spa and i have no idea what to do. Nvm, i can ask Sonia later in the phone yay, hope you can help me as much as possible ok? Thank you in advance lol.

Cherish the things that you have now, may it be a long term decision or a short term one, be form and decisive. Time wait for no man and ok woman too. Be aware of things happening, be happy and be truthful. Fate brings people together, its you who made the choice of whether to follow or go against fate. Mmmm, as it says, your life is in your hand. One wrong move can impact your life forever. Accept a person totally if you really love him or her, being with the one you love is the freatest thing in life. Its not true that love have an age barrier or even a limit, its all in the heart, follow your heart, follow your dream and make the wise decision.

Short entry today i guess, i think i need to study a bit bit before tomorrow, i dont wanna lose the 5 marks le(1 grade for o level). Phew, those who still havent reach o level, next year will be a hell year for maths.... you all got back the most difficult topics and lose the easiest one like matrix or permutation and combination. I think you all wil be taking back double angles and stuff, phew lucky us and unlucky us lol. Early papers and a maths for a start...haiz, im goign to be demoralise from the start of o level lol. Rest early ok people, you all are tired, really tired.

Signing off,

wormy wind

Pics pics and more pics!!!

Happy birthday sis, 22 22 22 22 years old already lol

Yea, my collection of ring, Ring count 9, special one lying down.I tell you the cake was super nice to eat ok, got banana in the middle. WOOO!!

Yep this is my masterpiece, the one and only, the greatest and the best, broken chair

BO liao then just take the front cover of the chemistry TYS.

Have you all wondered, what is the right thing in the right time, thing right thing in the wrong time and the wrong thing in the wrong time. How come no wrong thing in the right time? Because theres no such thing but it was proven likewise today.

Ok for the easiest, the right thing in the right time. Doing homework at home. Of course thats the right thing right? lol. Ok the right thing in the wrong time. Doing physics work during maths lesson. Yea, thats the right thing because you have to do physics but not in maths lesson of course unless teach allow la. Next is the wrong thing in the wrong time. Yea this is simple too. Running away from assembly and went to play. This of course both wrong wrong la.

Here comes the one that i realised its true that it exists. Doing the wrong thing at the right time. Having underage sex in the night!!! Having underage sex is wrong but having sex in the night is right.... man this was said in physics class today and everyone had a hell laugh because the teacher was telling us about things to do at the time. He, himself was stun there too lol. Didnt know how to react but last he ask that guy to go out the class. DAmn funny la tell you.

YEa today tuition again. Managed to finish an e maths paper 2 but a lot of questions not sure, have to brush up on my maths if i dont wanna fail. Came back and chiong 2 essays also. Thank you for accompanying me. Phew, hope we could get up tomorrow, its late now. I have to go and sleep too guys.

Signing off,

Right things wind?

Phew, finally ended

Today was really very tiring la. Woke up at 9.09am....thought it was still early and i took a look at my phone. 34 miss calls!!! and 2 messages. Oh my god, today got tuition la....i totally forgotten about it. Sleep too soundly and the phone was on silent so i couldnt wake up when the phone ring. I really feel so bad la Sonia, sorry to make you call me so many times yet i cannot wake up.

2 messages. One from my cousin: "Hey, sorry to tell you so late but the destination have been changed from your place to kovan mrt." I was like wth la, if outside my house i chiong go outside can already. Now Kovan siao liao la, my mum and dad just woke up, knowing that i needed to rusht there and they wanted to go to the market also, they faster prepare and sent me there. Phew, thanks to them i was still early i guess lol.

Next message from Sonia: "Stop pigging le lol. Wake up wake up" Yea wasnt awake lol, lucky you call me or not i didnt even know i have tuition today.

Reached the tuition place at 10am, did a physics paper there with quite a few questions to ask then later ended at around 12.10pm, head down to my cousin place to have lunch then later start to have a maths tuition. A maths paper 1, 2 hours from 1 to 3pm. Haiz, super tiring and my brain almost shut off just now but yea manage to finish everything.

Came back home and was feeling quite energetic again so did a bit of workout and perspire lol. Mother was cooking pasta and she was boiling the sphagetti(correct ot not ah?) then later she ask me to hold the basket while she pour the noodle out. She was pouring very slowly at the start then suddenly she slip and the whole boiling water poured on my hands. AHhhh, super super pain i tell you. Its red, its hot, its cooked lol. Faster run it under cold water then apply cream. Hope it dont swell. Now typing then not so pain already, the cream as usual is that one we bought in Taiwan, very good cream for burnt.

Im tired i guess, oh yea, bought something nice yesterday. Mmm, maybe if can later i post a pic simply just for it....or should i say a collection of it. But it really is very meaningful. Yea, love you take care and rest well.

Signing off,
Burnt wind

Posting some pictures taken last year

Me and my sister, it was really cold!!!

As you can see, 05/12/2006. Haha, its a ship ride yea!!!

Hold the rock ppl, hold the rock

I was still happy then i guess. Actually i wanted to end my life, to enjoy the wind, then piak, all forgotten but i guess i wanna ejoy life first, its not worth it to die now. Thanks wl, a little encouragement from you is just great too.

What i wanna be???

Yesterday i cried, stayed up until 3 plus then fell asleep. Sick today (Sore throat, flu and sore eyes.)

1) I going to prove it to my father i will be able to stand up on my own feet and be somebody one day, i will going to tell it in his face.

2) I wanna keep silence for now too, i dont have to speak to my mother, she wanna remain silent, so be it, i too dont wanna speak. Being mute is easy, just have to keep my mouth shut and thats it.

3) I will compain anything i see about my sister. She have to complain everything about me, got me into trouble and always say its my fault then i must learn. Thats it, i had enough, i will be like you, saying everything and i dont care!!!

I kept myself in the room yesterday until 3 plus. Sorry guys if i never reply any message today. I wasnt feeling well, dont have the mood to reply and just really sad. I seriously needed somebody yesterday in the night.... i dont wanna disturb you because im intending to sleep late. I was alone, all alone, sensing the past, feeling the future and experiencing everything that is happening now. What done cannot be undone, its not funny, its not nice, its my life and i wanna run it the way i feel that is most approapriate for me.

Thank you Sonia for accompanying me today. I know i didnt really spend my time wisely today but i really need to destress. I am handling so much pressure. Am i not a good son? Am i not a good brother? Am i not a good person? I really dont know, i need you guys to guage me, i cant do it myself. Anything must tell me because i have to improve, i have to change and i have to be better.

Just hope tmr will be a better day for me. I dont wanna be sad, i dont wanna be lost, i wanna be happy again. Dont think i wanna go my cousin's birthday tomorrow because i dont feel like it. I will remain silent for the whole time so i dont think its good to be there too. Haiz, im so sorry i cant accompany you to the bus stop too Sonia.

Rui, Santy, Del, im sorry if i never reply. I dont think i can have lunch with you Delphine. Santy, i cant make it down for service. Rui, im just sorry i never reply. IM SO SORRY.

Signing off,
unknown wind

Sorry ah no pics here today...

Mmmm, not enough pics la and then not nice also but i found some pics in my sister's phone.... Going to post it here and friendster.

Haha, this is during my mum's birthday. Went to East Coast for dinner at Long beach and then back home to celebrate again. Woooo.

Im really happy today, i really am. Sleep tight everybody.

Signing off,

Super happy wind

The reason everyone is sad... but why must we be sad?

Today is my sister's 22nd birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER. Have been living with her for 16 years, see how fast that was. I know everything she done, everything she doing and everything she is going to do. I can tell you that i have the best sister in the world. From talking nonsense to entertaining each other, everything is just so great between us. Even though we do quarrel sometimes but we can never stay angry with each other because we will somehow apologise or just talk to each other and everything would be fine. I would have to say that sometimes i really owe my sister my life. If it wasnt for her, i think i would already have given up on life and mmm, there may even not be a me here. I am able to talk to her everything and i really mean everything. From me being in a relationship, her feelings of my friends, the life im heading on to and studies, some personal stuff also can la. I just really love her a lot. So er xing i know but what to do, its the truth.

Went buffet today at bugis junction with My Mum, My Sis, My sis's Boyfriend, Murphy, Sarah and Sonia. Damn, i eat so much today. 7!!! plates of beef, imagine that amount la. Ok la, eat together with Sonia. We have a goal today but we didnt attain it lol or should i say its impossible la. To finish a whole cow today lol. What a goal ah, its because the buffet quite expensive ma so eat as much as possible la. Yea, also got watermelon then we keep calling and calling until so pai seh lol. Got birthday cake also, very very nice to eat. Chocolate, banana and many cool icing. Got free jelly also, thank you auntie from the store lol. I think i gonna post some pictures later in the blog. Took a cab home with my mum, sis and her bf. Sonia went with Murphy and Sarah to take the mrt back home. So sorry, its late already, haiz.

I read one chinese essay on being sad because of our desire. Mmm, i think its super true. I will try my best to rephrase everything that i read.

"We are sad due to our desire. In life, we have the chance to choose what we want and a must to get what we need. Just aquiring the basic need would be essential for us to live life. However, its because of our want that causes all the unhappiness in life. Examples are, forgetting love that are painful, power struggle, bad intentions, greed for money and material, gaining fame and fortune, corruption and biasness, all this forgotten can being out a perfect person. As we know, no one is perfect thats why human is in a ever state of evolution and revolution thus bringing us to a new era. Choosing and wanting had become part of human life and thats how it would stay in the future. This shadow cast on us would never be able to revoke. As we say, life is short, live it the the fullest and just blossom the way your life should be."

I could imagine the things that i would do when im sad. Shout, scream, kick, punch and many stupid things but the most possible thing i would do is to train until i break down. Its really bad for the body i know. I want to be perfect, i want to be the best but i want to be happy too. All these cant go together so i just wanna be happy for a start, its the best thing to be. Life is short, be happy ppl.

Oh ya, its not right to be friends with the toilet ok, its not a good thing at all. Hope you enjoy the dinner. Take care and rest early ok? Tmr is physics spa for me, im prepared and ready to blast. Come on jia you jia you ba me lol. Good luck to myself for tmr.

Signing off,
Happy wind

Finally, an essay with the standard...

(Im really glad Sonia came over today, I thought only Thursday then will be able to see her. Thursday im able to get donuts lol, its the first time i really love donuts. Uh huh, thanks so much Sonia.

So much homework la... let me list down.
1) Physics prelim paper
2) 4 Comprehension from Terry Morgan
3) Past year prelim paper comprehension
4) Chinese summary
5) ss essay

Haiz what to do, have to score well for o level just have to do everything la. Oh ya, heres another essay, this one i think its up to standard, hope all of you like it. The title is dinner.)

The dinner

The lights above were dimly lit, the atmosphere rather melancholic as I waited expectantly for my dinner. I stared across, the silhouette of two other diners discerned clearly despite the lighting. I started at one bemusedly as he smiled at me, perching his leg on the other one like a trishaw rider from the past.

Suddenly, from the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of the waiter arriving. My eyes trailed his every step with anticipation, the corners of my mouth twisting upwards to form an inconspicuous smile. When the food was delivered, the two other diners in front of me received theirs at the same time.

“Enjoy your dinner,” the waiter muttered hesitantly. I detected a strain of sarcasm. Or perhaps I was thinking too much? Amidst the flurry of activity as all the diners tucked in theirs meals, a rat suddenly appeared, tugging at my fish, attempting to pull it into wherever it lived. Overcome by fury, I stood up and gave a well-aimed kick at what I presumed was its butt. As I did so, the diners stared at me with a mixture of disgust and amusement. The rat emitted an ear-piercing scream as it rolled away into the distance. The restaurant was indeed laudable, its hygiene standards a complete fiasco. I thought of lodging a complaint but decided against it.

Much to my consternation, the humidity was stifling, causing me to sweat gradually, the fan on the ceiling nearby hardly providing any air circulation. A buzz disturbed the air as two flys invited themselves close to my food. Staring venomously at them, I swapped through the air in a futile attempt to eliminate the threat. Despite the ineffectual attempt, they soon disappeared, providing me a moment of respite. I thought of complaining…but decided against it.

As I finally finished most of the food from my dinner, I picked up the drumstick from my plate. As I opened my mouth, the thought, “Leave the best for the last” ran through my mind. Just then, I saw something black and thin. From the middle of the flour coating and flesh, I pulled out a long strand of hair. A long, black strand of hair, imagine that. Despite it being small, the strand of hair appeared monolithic against my drumstick. This was the last straw.

“Waiter,” I called.

“Listen, jailbird, you are not allowed to call me waiter, get it? Call me warden!”

“Warden, what is this dinner about? Everything is a failure.”

“Well, you can’t expect much. Afterall, you did wrong, and you ought to take this as part of punishment.”

“But…” I stopped in mid sentence.

“Just keep quiet and eat!” the warden retorted through the bars.

My two inmates, Jack and John smiled devilishly at me through the dim lighting. As we stared at each other, we simultaneously broke into laughter, the situation unexpectedly amusing. I decided to complain again…but decided against it. Afterall, this is jail, not some restaurant, wasn’t it?

(I guess i wont be writing much essays this few weeks because they will be concentrating on comprehension instead but yea. Just give me your comments. Everything is fine and well. Im glad it is, im super glad it is. Thank you so much for having me in mind....wow, i really feel happy haha. Take care and rest early. It is a hard day for us, homework and more homework lol.)

All is well again...i hope

Today was the first first day i ever felt so happy that i took higher chinese, after hearing the paper was much harder than ours, i was quite glad i took it last year. Ok, talking about listening comprehension right, i remember about yun song sitting beside me during the examination last year and the signals we do after the questions were read. We got all the answers the same and the teacher and people around us have no idea we were telling each other answers. A-left hand on table.....B-right hand on table......C-both hand on table.....D-fold both hands. We were super happy when all the answers were the same as it was considered very easy la.

I think maybe if i take this year one i also might fail but its true if you fail, you are a noob lol(qoute from Rui Fen). This was what the people i send message too reply. Van: Can pass la but i dont think can get a1, not easy, question quite difficult. Azlin: Die le la, my answers and my friends' one are quite different, i think will fail. Rui Fen: Should be can pass la, questions are tedious, fail is noob. Sonia: Listening wasnt that bad. But i guess i'll get 9 at most.

Mmmm, quite different range of reaction after the paper, just hope for the best for you guys, i want all of you to be happy when you see your results. A1 ok!!! I know all of you can do it, you have my support.

Today took a survey about our school by the MOE then funny things keep happening inside the computer lab. There was one question that goes like this. Does your school held activity that benefit the less fortunate people. Victor was like stunning there and then he said: "School activity help less fortunate people? Should be he create activity then ask us donate, making us less fortunate." Everyone hear already cannot stop laughing la, it was freaking hilarious. Then got many question like teacher explaining to you why they discipline you....Toon Ee got pumped tooday because he just laugh and say Russell scold bad word when he was suppose to keep his mouth shut in this type of situation, it was just super funny today in school. Im glad this things happen because it really cheers me up. I know it had been cleared yesterday but there is still some unhappiness inside me that cant seem to go over, i guess its ok la. Oh ya, today Tedmond get raped again but this time its special. I joined in too lol. I and Zi Xiong held Tedmond's leg in a human cage formation, gripping his legs with our whole body. It was really firm because Tedmond couldnt even move his legs. Next was his hands, held down by Toon Ee and Victor. Damn scary actually, 3 strongest people in class(Zi Xiong, Toon Ee and me) raping Tedmond=sure die lol. Russell did the sickest thing, he strip Tedmond and keep pinching his nipple.

Tedmond also cannot do anything but scream and scream. A teacher walked pass and all of us ran to one side. She didnt see Tedmond lying on the floor but Tedmond also stop screaming because he didnt wanted to attract any attention from teacher because we might get punished for this act. After the teacher left, Tedmond thought everyone was away already but we all jumped back in and catch him again. This time he overpower the hands and start punching wildly, we didnt want to get hurt so we just left him lol.

Just now having e maths tuition and i kinda enjoyed it also lol. Wednesday having physics and sunday having a maths. Phew, im super busy lol.

Life is like a roller coaster, there is ups and downs, enjoying the best moment and waiting for the lower moment to go by. Im sorry for what happen, i shouldnt have said all those things yesterday. This is what i believe, what doesnt kill you makes you stronger. Be happy and stay healthy.

Signing off,
Happy wind

Im just being over suspecting or am i just paranoid?

Haiz, dont know what happen la, i just feel weird ok. I dont want you to read this post now actually. If you just happen to read it dont tell me. Im actually quite sad. I dont know why you sounded so piss, maybe you said you dont mean it but you know, i felt it differently. How should i put it then.

The joke was not funny to you i know but your reply was kinda scary actually. It was like people disturb you you will happy ah? I mean i apologise already then i dont know why this reply kinda just made me really sad. Im just getting paranoid i guess. Dont have to worry la, maybe today im just not so happy. Talking about wookie, he really doesnt look good at the first pic but the second one was fine. I comment sincerely, he looks good at the second one but its weird for the first, i have to be frank and one more thing, Joel stuff...its kinda lame actually. This is what i feel la, people disturb you by telling you something that you believe and then tell you its all a fake next time, you will happy ah? Im not getting angry or what here but its just that i feel im thinking of different things you know.

Haiz nvm i shouldnt say anymore, i dont want anything bad to happen. I dont want to have to think so much. I guess i just have to calm down and think of things thouroughly. I think i wanna rest ba...stress out already. Im going to study alone, i dont wanna study in a group, i know i can make it. Im sorry for saying all this but i cant keep it to myself. IM GOING TO EXPLODE!!!!

ROOOOOOOOOOOOOARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR, damn i wanna just write everything that is going through my mind but i guess its not good. Nvm, people, dont ask me what happen but just let me recuperate, i know things will be gone soon, i hope....

Signing off,
exploding wind

A weird post in the middle of the night lol

I was sound asleep when i heard the handphone rang. Oh, dear, its 6am already. Accidentally picked and press the wrong button and hung it up....im so sorry. Im having no problem waking and getting to school in time because i have morning call everyday from Sonia. I guess its really been hard for her, giving me a call every morning. She have to check the time before calling, worrying not to wak me up too early and not too late. Thank you so much, i think i will most likely be late if you havent wake me up today.

Went to school today and the first thing that was on the board was a one word essay. Freak la.... the word is disbelief. I stared in disbelief, mind blank and nothing went through my mind lol. Seriously dont know what to write and finally thought of something quite lame and simple but yet creative and a new plot that surely nobody will have it. Its related to Sonia's dog Blackie. She had told me about the dog being such a great companion and a lot of things, im really happy to know that actually but im kinda sad too i wont be able to see it. Im sorry if you see this Sonia, dont worry, im here, dont cry ok? I want you to be happy always.

Today in school got back a maths revision test paper, tikam tikam zhong and passed the a maths...thats what Rui Fen told me....such a cold bucket la. Got skill and studying one la, come on la, dont like that le, i pass only then you say lucky. Ok la, next time i get higher let you see, then you have nothing to say about having luck on my side ahhaha.

After school small little script check and poof, off i went home. Forgot to call Sonia until when i reached the bus stop and i gotten a call from her. She bought me something. Donuts!!! Many different one and it really tastes good. Thank you again Sonia lol. Its really nice and its the first time i love eating donuts. I always stay away from donuts because they are kinda fattening and quite greasy at times. Wooo, this one different, really change my opinion of donuts. I think i gonna have to get more of it next week, i want different flavours one ah... lol, ok i feel really bad, i should be the one buying for her instead.

Went to heartland mall to withdraw money to transfer into another bank with a higher interest. I was walking slowly with Sonia to the bank when my mother called and rushed me. I told Sonia to meet me at the third floor and i started running up. Sonia didnt know where to meet me so she gave me a call. My mother wanted me to fill in the details while i was holding the phone and my back facing her. She gave me a hard whack on the back. Seriously i almost teared la, it was pain actually, thats why you see my eyes keep on like got tears and i keep sniffing. The pain was immense man, i didnt know she got such strength or maybe its just because its my back lol. Nvm, i dont blame you, its not your fault actually, all my fault la, who ask me never tell you the direction properly. Dont worry, im fine already.

Ate curry rice, not really very nice, bought waffles and portugese egg tarts which finished at home. Waffle when walking to the mcdonalds at kovan lol. Feeling like a fat pig, eat too much already la lol. Went back and kinda doze off a bit. Haiz, somebody told me my life was like a drama show and sometimes really serious too. I guess thats why i love my life. If its all peaceful, life is boring, if its too exciting, life is too scary and dangerous so i think a balance is good. Dont have to be envious la.

I try and remember what i heard, if cannto then nvm la.
10 points to know whether you fall in love

1)You heart beats both faster and slower when you heard the voice of that person
2)You are willing to sacrifice anything for that person
3)You will keep missing that person even when you placed down the phone and just chatted a few minutes ago
4)Feel shy when you are with him but not awkward
5)You wanna let that person feel special
6)You want to spend all of your free time with that person
7)You are willing to say you love that person in any circumstances
8)Staring at him or the looks of him makes your heart skip
9)Not seeing him gives you the uneasy feeling
10)All that matters in your life is him

Cherish everyone you have, cherish everything you have and lastly cherish yourself. Life is given to you, treasure it and live life to the fullest. Be happy, be healthy be strong. Thats when life can be enjoyed. Loving somebody doesnt have to mean giving up everything for him or her but it would mean that to see the person benefit to the fullest with your given help. A relationship is bonding two individuals into a pair to overcome obstacles and blocks together. During this trial and tribulation where both party will grow and be closer bonded to each other. I love you.

Signing off,
dramatic wind

Thanks so much, my life is saved, thanks to...

Haha, like powerpuff girl ending ah. But yea, im save because Sonia just helped me in my a maths!!! Thanks you so so so so much ah. I really dont know what to do if i have to do it myself. Yea, Mmm, i just watch a video clip on a person getting his 6 pacs in 4 months and at the start he was freaking fat. I think its a super achievement. Seeing that makes me have the passion to start training again. My pacs have became fats and so insignificant already, i think i gonna resume training and up it will come again. I must cut down on food, run to burn down fats and train up to get the pacs again.

Its really nice i have to say but i think it will stun my growth even more. I have been carrying lots of weights quite recently to maintain my arm strength or even to strengthen it. I wanna be strong, to be the best, to stay the best.

Phew, tmr will have pe, i guess that stupid pe teacher cant pick on me anymore because i cut my hair nani nani poo poo lol. It short but quite neat? Nah, its short but kinda spiky, not really neat actually. Oh yea, today was kinda a lame day again but dont know how to start or end so yea just skip this part.

Hope everybody stays happy and be healthy. I have learnt something important from Eileen's blog, forgive and forget and the true meaning of life and friendship. Phew, thats super cool, oh yea, Eileen, you are really very mature and i guess thats really good because maybe can get advise about life from you. Yea yea yea, ahaha, i dont think i will be able to join you all though because im already in the final phrase of my studying. Have to work all the way and get my a1s!!! lol. Jiayou jiayou me and everybody who is taking the o level. Not taking it this year? Hahaha, next year or maybe another year or so will be your turn, it looks easy, feels easy but yea, it is if you study lol, it will be hell if you take everyday like a joke and play. Take care everybody, i love you.

Signing off,
friendship wind

Death toll!!!

I have no idea but why things keep flashing in my mine. Yea, this is what it is, bbbbbb, TICKOsin, Hong Niang, Vac hack, god mode, alisha, 101st floor. Everything is just rushing through my mind!!! Please go away, this feeling is weird, super weird, yea im trying to wipe it off my mind.

How should i start my entry today? I should say things didnt turn out well for my results but i will work hard and persevere all the way to my prelim 3. Nobody is going to stop me. I sometimes wonder why i have started gaming, i sometimes wonder why i always hang out so much and not study. Now i know the reason...its because there was no one to motivate me to study and the scare wasnt great enough to wake me up. Finally, the scare came in and the person came in too. So yea, im going to embark on the final phrase of my studies.

Will it work? I dont know but i have the confident. Will i persevere? I dont know but there is always you to be there for me. I will work hard no matter what.

Yea, i guess you are really tired today Sonia, so many rehearsal. I understand, things are often happy and sad, a mixture of both, a sense of lost everything just rojak into one. I have that feeling before. Dont worry, anything can tell me, i am a great listener lol.

Mmmm, gifts are superficial, thats what i learn, the presence and the heart is the one that is more important. A person's presence is the best present i can say.

This is what my teacher taught or so call preach!!!
1) Do what you have to do today and not do what you didnt know yesterday or what you need to do tommorrow, just complete the task required today.
2) Do not discount yourself with other things, it only devalue yourself. Be the one to mark up your price instead.
3) Learning should be intentional not incidental.
4) The mind is a powerful tool you should used for study. Keep recaping, keep reviewing.
5) The power lies in the word...the word itself.

I have no idea what the last one says but i guess it will soon reveal. Hope to get more tips of life and study. Take care and rest if you are tired ok? Early post from me today, its because i may not be going online later, going to mug!!! Mugging is good. Life is hard in sec4, you will understand one day ppl, ONE FINE DAY lol. Its not an easy process. Oh yea, victor had learn the way of creating something out of nothing, which make it nothing out of nothing because you cant do something out of nothing but he somehow did it with nothing by doing nothing... Ok thats his theory or so lol, sometimes he and I both get confused by it but yea, POKER ahahah, i finished my 65 push ups already, tomorrow i will be the one that raise the bet until like crazy!!!

Signing off,
pumped up wind

The begining of the end and the end of the beginning

I didnt play today!!! Only poker in schoo la. Damn it, i owe them 65 push ups!!! Wah, so many but lucky last round i fold or not i tell you i must do 155+65!!! That would be pure madness. Theres a craze in my class now of playing poker and raising of bids using push ups. I guess its fun, it strengthens a person and also everyone can laugh their hearts out when you see people do until want to die lol.

Im super happy today, i didnt play any online game at all. Thats super amazing la, even some stupid game i also will get addicted to it. Lucky today never play any. I think its time to really study and be focus in it. My teacher also called me in the afternoon to ask me whether i wanted to join the a maths study team from 7-8am every morning. Of course i want, i wanna do well in a maths too ok. Yep, i agreed without any hesitation and yea, im happy ahaha. I studied chemistry too today. Not playing is good, studying is even better lol.

I wanna aim into a Jc, i good one of course, poly is not a choice for me la. Its not that i picky or i action or what la but really, if i get into a poly, my mother will seriously kill me for sure. Cannot la, i dont wanna let them down. Im studying for you, for me and for my parents. Its for my future, my parents happiness and the hope you placed in me. I know i can do it, i know i will do it and i know you will be there all the way to assist me. Thanks so much Sonia, im sorry ah, so many questions i dont know then i keep asking you. Make until you cannot finish your e maths. Wooo, i feel so bad la....i know dont know should ask but im kinda disturbing you a lot. Thanks soooooooo much lol.

Ok, lets see, i dont think i will be going down training anymore. Its really close to my o level already. As you can see im not really doing very well for my studies so i think i will concentrate on studying la. Sorry sir, i will be back soon after my o level. I wanna be a top national fighter. A fighter that is undestructible, a fighter who has a dream and the passion for life. Thats what i wanna be. So yea, working to that dream baby.

Mmmm, lets see what funny things happened today. Only keep kicking things around lol, not pain la, but its loud. Oh ya, Wei da today kept pinching my pimples on the back because he was poking me at the start because i kept falling asleep. Then later he realise i got pimple at my back so he squeeze them. It was damn pain la, i warned him a lot of time to stop it but then he keep pinching. Then i warn him one last time. I say if you pinch one more time, i make sure i will whack you. He dont listen then he pinch again. Lennart was facing me because we were doing maths together, then i turn to Wei da and i punched his arm really hard. Wooo, hear the sound man, can be heard across the class, its like piak!!!!! then later wei da cannot move his right arm lol. He keep whining and holding his hand. Lucky i punched his right hand because he is a left hander hahaha. Hope he is feeling better. I guess he will not mess with me anymore lol. Eh people, dont play play la, one punch from me can immobilize your arms for a while. ITS true, ITS freaking true lol.

Thats all i guess, sleeping early makes me more tired, i got no idea why. I dont think i will be able to join in any service already, Sorry ah everybody in church...esp delphine, santy, eileen, yee kiat, trudy...the rest still not so bad because still not so close to them or maybe should say never really talk to them also la. Oh ya, very long never see xing suan also lol. Nvm, maybe when i free then i go down, MAYBE, my mother wont allow me also when i free because most likely i still have to study. Yep, take care everybody, esp you.

Signing off,
Gameless wind

Another day of work and no more play

I decided to study a lot from today onwards. Im not evil ok lol. Its just for fun and who ask people to be like that lol. Take care in pe ok? I know its sian and you dont want to run but its a must ma lol. Dont sigh le la lol. I know when you run you are not serious and you take your own time, want to chiong then chiong lol, napfa taking the 16th year old criteria is not fair i know, i also have been taking each year with the other ages one ok. Its more not fair for me 7th january le!!!!

Tmr mugging lol, today did e maths papers, ate mcwings at heartland mall mcdonalds when my uncle say he wanted to tutor me and his son togther. Thanks so much uncle.

Haha, guess your internet connection got problem and you sian tiao, hey hey, got see why i kept so quiet? I wanted to draw ling gan from you, and i decided to just write what you say and i comment lol. Great entry today i guess.

Take care and stay happy, hope you see this today or not it wont be really nice hahaha.

Signing off,
Follower wind

No more gaming!!!! or should i say LESS gaming!!!

I have finally got the scare of my life. Shouldnt be placed here i guess. No more going out so often, cannot game that much anymore and lastly, i will be entering the final phrase of studying, the way i always did during my primary school. I think i have lost myself after i got addicted to games. Hey Jeremy!!!! Come back, i need you.

Yea, wont be blogging that often or maybe just on a regular basis but i wont be online that often anymore. Study is more important. I think my father wont fetch me to school anymore so i will be going there myself. Nvm, at least i get a morning call everyday to ensure i wake up. Thank you so much.

Living for you and loving you with all my heart.

Signing off,
Jeremy(im coming back)

Im working real hard today. Heres an essay by me for my prelim 2

(Phew, finally finished prelims already. I have written this essay during prelim 2. Its not a good one though, very little vocabulary used and it lacks imagination and a very routine way of expressing my idea. Just hope you all will just take a peek and comment. Thanks ah. Next time i will post my best essay, quite a lot of chim words and gotten very high mark also. Very specials plot with an unexpected ending. When i have the time, i will type that essay out.)

"John, do you mind helping me remind all the people on the list?" I stood at the telephone, staring at the long and blurry list of names on a sheet of paper.

"Sure, just put it down here while I fetch my handphone." He rushed to his bag while his voice could be heard fading into the room.

John was the earliest guest but he became an assistant host instead. The long awaited day had arrived. It was my 21st birhtday. I had called most of my classmates, my closest friends and some of my neighbours. John, staying beside me, came over early int he morning to help me with the preparations.

Calls after calls, repeating the exact same thing everytime the phone gets through. "Hello, remember to come over on time. The food wait for no one and presents are optional." How do I wish that one of my presents would be a phone calling robot to ease the tiredness of my fingers and my mouth.

The list looked neverending and it took quite a while to get all the names checked in the list. We got ourselves some lemonade and say down on the couch. Even though John and I were neighbours, we do not really have the time to chat. I took the iniative and asked him a few questions to get the conversation started.

"How long have you been here?" I asked casually.

"All my life. I was borned here, raised here and most probably, living here all my life." He replied with a grin on his face. Without a pause, he asked me a question too. "How about you? Why did you choose to come here to study?"

"Well...I wanted to further my studies overseas. I had considered quite a while before deciding that this would be a more suitable place for me. Even though I won't be celebrating my 21st birthday with my family and relatives, I know that they will give me their blessings." I replied while feeling an ache in the heart.

Our conversation continued. Knowing that the conversation was a bit too tense, John followed the rhythm and syntax of my speech in his voice. It sounded weird to hear "myself" and i started laughing. It was then, the doorbell rang.

I opened the door and a group of friends were jumping, waving, clapping and shouting outside the house. I went out to join them and started playing like little kids. I heard a spray, I turned and saw a pie on John's hand. He was coming for me. I ran past tidal rows of houses like bait fishes leaping for their lives. The rest of my friends were laughing and some were even chasing me. Finally, they pinned my down and smashed the pie in my face. I started laughing too but I could feel the thigh-muscles fluttered with fatigue. We sat down and enjoyed the breeze. It was really great to have my friend celebrating my birthday with me.

As i was enjoying myself, a sudden thought hit me. "How long would I be staying here for my studies? I'm getting older and closer to death each day. Will I be able to see my parents again? Will I be forgotten?" So many thoughts filled my mind and they were battling for space in my brain. I did not know wha tto do and tears started rolling down my cheeks. I did not know that leaving my family would have such an impact on me.

Everyone stopped in their tracks when they saw something was amiss. They saw tears on my face and they gave me a worried look. "Come on, he must be too happy that is why he is crying. Do not have to worry too..." Some one covered John's mouth while i started crying.

"Thank you everyone. All of you had made a difference in my life. Everyone is important to me but i am worrying a lot about my family." I voiced out my thoughts while crying.

"You can give them a call and visit them, when we are having our summer break. They love you, we do too but their love are uncomparable." A group of them smiled and embraced me.

I felt the warmth rushing through my body. I stopped crying and a huge smile emerged from my face. I rushed to the telephone and made an oversea call.

The phone connected and I started shouting, "I love you Mum, I love you Dad, I really love you."

"We love you too son," My parents replied as they had picked up the phone using the loudspeaker and my voice could be heard throughout the house. They wished me a happy birthday and we hung up the phone.

I joined my friends out in the open field again. This was the best day of my life. There were not only my friends that were celebrating my birthday with me but also my family in my heart. We carried on the party and finished all the food that i had prepared.

(Everyone, heres a word for you, Cherish all the people around you, thank you for trusting me too. Thats all i need. Glad to be "labelled" too lol. Enjoy life and be happy always. All the way guys, its only 3 months left to "o" level, i know everyone can do well. JIAYOU AH!!!!.)

Transformer!!! Robot in disguise

Moring went down to bank, wanted to withdraw money to put in fixed deposit so can get more interest rate but somehow the bank was quite crowded so instead of queueing, we just went to eat breakfast with my mother. I ate mee pok lol, not bad le, at kovan there de.

Later we headed back home and i prepare to go down to the grading area. !!! a thing struck my mind, i was suppose to go down to sp with wl and Sonia. I quickly called nicholas to help me with the partner thing and i headed down to sp. Mmmm, kinda waited for wl quite long eh, not my fault la but nvm la, i called wl so late also, cannot blame him, maybe just blame the mrt la. Reached Paya lebar and we headed down to Dover mrt. So freaking far i tell you. We missed th seminar but Jin yang and Rui fen were in there. I met some Catholic high people too and also Basil with his father, walking around aimlessly because the seminar was quite full. I was getting bored seriously so we bused down to Ang Mo Kio for a movie and arcade instead. The bus journey was really long and i kinda fell asleep. Thanks for the shoulder ah Sonia, wasnt intentional but i was sleeping away like a log.

Reached there already then we bought tickets. Lucky the show only just started, it was the 4 o clock one la, 4.10 already then 10 minutes into the show. If we miss this one then a bit stupid ha, the next one is 6 plus which will end like in 8 plus and im dead by then hahahaa. So went in and the show was really cool. I love bumblebee. Super sexy man the car transformation. The Chevolet(man dont know how to spell but its the cross like brand thing of a car). The animation and the graphics effects was amazing.

Finished already then we went back up again to play arcade after a relieve session in the toilet. Played a few rounds of daytona and also a free basketball game because somebody tap the card and never play. I know it looks retarted to not even pass the first round but i was just doing stupid stuff and got no mood to play that also so just anyhow throw la.

Ok today i had lots of fun, Sonia came over and we had curry rice for dinner, i think i ate too much lol, dont be afriad of the amount i ate lol. Its little la. So yea, overall i enjoyed myself. Delphine asked to down tmr but i guess im not free because i have hell lots of homework to do la. Sorry ah, i better finish first, join you all next time ba.

Be happy be happy and be happy, IM NOT PERVERTIC I MUST FOCUS THIS THING. Man, i am seriously not pervertic at all. Haha, nvm, only some understand. Sleep early and rest well. Good night and sweet dreams ppl.

Signing off,
transformed wind

Finally, everything is back in order....

Phew, many homework to do over this weekends. Dont think i have the time to play a lot this weekends already. Have ss 2 essays to write, history 1 essay to write, physics prelim papers, chemistry TYS, english comprehension and also chinese composition. Damn, i have no idea how i am going to finish all my homework. I think i just have to finish it all one shot or not i will be tempted to rest and play once i started. People SAVE ME AH lol.

Ok, finally my link is out of the freaking blog. Phew, eh eh eh, i think i wont bother about her blog anymore already. Yep, its back into my life. Woooo, today is trudy's birthday. Its super mmmm, crowded i can say. More than one cell group came or should i just say 2 lol. So many people of unknown faces there. Got self introductory there and we were suppose to tell them our name, what we doing now and whats our relationship with Trudy. It was kinda smooth flowing until the last guy. He say his name was ...... then he is studying in.... then his relationship was that trudy is his ex................cell group member. The pause is freaking long then it is damn funny. He was literally blushing throughout the worship and praise. It wasnt on purpose he said that but things just cant come out of his mouth hahaha.

Yep, im happy with my life now. Friends, one i love, family, my computer and the best friends that will always be beside me whenever i need them. Who cares about life being tough? Who cares about life being difficult? As long as i have you, i will always be the happiest man on earth. It is what life is all about, being happy, staying healthy and live life to the fullest. I promise i will study, i will work hard, i will do anything and change just for you. Dont ever break down, dont ever give up because i wanna let you know that i will always be here for you.

Going to getamped now lol. Nobody know whats that? Its ok lol, its kinda stupid game but it really can kill time. Just let you guys know, tmr will be taekwondo grading for my friend. This time not i take, im going to help my friend instead. Wish him all the best.

Signing off,
MONSOON WIND

Wahaha, come come, its tons of fun

Firstly lets see, song and activities copying? Haha, thats seriously a joke. See your group and my group. Mine are elites while yours is a bunch of jokes lol. What you wanna compare? Dig sand see who can dig faster ah lol.

Shallnt say much la, money reigns understand. Chey, actually 6 months can cure already la but too bad, dont feel like saying anything. Haha, features problem? That must be a joke lol, so sad la, never see me cannot comment ahaha.

Yes, tmr im stuck whether i should go trudy's birthday or training... oh ya, went down to the training ground near my place with Sonia today, saw a group of youths that are also training with me at seragoon garden, haha, they know me la. Its great to see them there, maybe i can go there training also if im free.

Eh sia, one more thing, TAKE MY LINK OFF YOUR FREAKING BLOG!!! Insulting sia, i want mine to be pest free lol. Oooo, somebody commented as a frog, later compare already you look like TOAD ahahahha. Eh sia too eh, song important to you? Got state ah? Your father got hair my father cannot have it is it? Lol, i think maybe i got money then she dont have la, so so true ahaha. Come on people, just grow up, not happy is it, who cares lol, hate then hate la, i love myself can le ahaha. Believe in yourself and theres when you can strive for greater heights.

Be happy and wooooo, want trouble come la, i now very free, finish my prelims already and i know i did quite ok ahaha. Oh, dont wanan put picture already, bo song people haha, nvm tmr let you all see if you want, its nice ok. See you guys, THE WIND IS BACK IN POWER!!!!

Signing off,
Bo song wind

Injuries more again haiz...

Today was great in school. Many funny jokes and things happen also. i took back some of my paper already and my languages did quite well. Even though not a1 but i think its pretty good as the paper was really quite difficult.

Just got new injuries again. I wanted to take a bathe then i jump off the wooden chair. The whole middle area give way!!! Freak, one leg broke too( i mean the chair not me). I fell obviously and i got scratches on my right leg. I wasnt able to move a while because the pain was unbearable sia. Later i going to check whether got splinters in my leg. Got a few blue black and even when im typing, my wrist hurt too. Im not fat ok, its the chair got problem already. Its alright, going to get a new one from my sister room or from stitch. The chair from friendster that stich was sitting on, its exactly the same. Its not possible to give way, haiz, maybe spoil le la.

Nvm, later i will be posting the picture on the chair maybe even my leg, nice le ahaha. See ya, short post for now

Signing off,
injured wind

School is really funny today

Damn, what happen is freaking stupid and hilarious. Timothy came into our class because he have no lessons. Mmmm, Russell very extra, just went over and bang him. Timothy was really angry and he retaliated. Ok la, Timothy also overreacted. He ram Russell into the door and guess what. PIAK!!! the door break lol.

Everyone was laughing like crazy and seriously they are freaking unlucky also la, just nice a teacher walk pass and ask them what happen lol. The whole door split into half la hahahaha. Timothy say he ram Russell while Russell was still inside the class wondering what to do. Timothy walked in and he shouted: "Eh, you bitch la, come bang me, see la, what happen now already la.

The teacher was still standing outside sia. I thought she will scold him for scolding vulgar language or something but instead of scolding him, she said: " Even though if he is a bitch, you still dont have to ram him into the door right?"

Everyone heard it and started laughing again. The teacher didnt do anything la, she really is nice lol. Victor said something really funny that made everyone laugh again. Wong Zi xiong, one of our school's fastest runner so we call him Wong dog. So victor said: "Eh now Wong is dog and Russell is bitch so something can happen right?"

Haha, super freaking funny la, then everyone started laughing and the group of people tried to fix the door. Toon Ee tried using a screwdriver, putting it back and using scotchtape to tape it back. Freaking stupid i tell you, the door is kinda screwed lol. I scared will drop if we touch again so better not touch it ah.

Got a lot of punishment also la. Oh ya, got back my english paper. I passed wooo, if you all wanna know how difficult my paper is, ask Felicia, she is from Gan Eng Seng but she did our paper, will get owned by it de.

Yep, i uploaded a list of songs. Interested in the song i dedicated to? Just hear it from the list. Its the second song in my list. It was painstakingly placed in because need to edit the width of the stupid panel thing or not later cannot mix them both together. Like that song? The red jumpsuit apparatus, they are not famous but they have really cool songs.

Take care ok, be happy and stay healthy always. Must remember to rest early ok? I love you.

Signing off,
Uploaded wind

Short and sweet for irritating people

To people out there:
Haven you thought of the things you cant settle yourself and need help?
-It means you are useless.
-It means you dont have the ability to be messing with people

Getting other people into trouble...
-That guy or girl must be freaking stupid
-_-If that guy or girl create trouble still dont dare settle, like that worse, whole bunch of useless people.... Die sia, just go home cry ba lol
-Find at least got potential one la, find people like choir or band members got a bit problem ah lol( No personal attack ah, dont think who i writing ah lol)

Thinking you are people is messing you when you are messing with people?
-Haha, this is retarted, you should go to the wall and bang your head three times or more, wake yourself up sia
-Got guts or not? Just settle it easier la
-Group fight or 1 on 1 fight also can, maybe just send a joke over la, can entertain while fighting lol.

What do i feel about people being flirt?
-Ok, they sucks seriously.
-Haha, hell time for you next time, once lost can never be retrieved
-Take care ah, later meet people who smokes or drinks or even have a mole on his right leg? HAHA.


Yea, this entry no offence ah, just casually writing for the fun of it. Come on people, hear the jeering from the crowd, can YOU hear it? Go home ahaha, be home and stay home lol. You dont know who you are messing with... NOW lol.

Signing off,
Fearless wind

What is happening to the class???

I always thought that my class was a really good class or it still really is. That day during o level chinese oral, somebody have lost his phone when it was in teh bag. The possibility of the handphone being lost and stolen by the class is really very high. The only ppl that are in the class only have the chance to have their hands on the phone. So, until so long later then the stupid discipline teacher tell us that it was only formal and a routine to check even though it has been so long already.

Class ah class ah, come on la ppl, what has happen to you all ah. I dont wanna you guys to get into trouble, its not that easy to get a phone you know, not eveybody is so rich and phone can be a person's most important thing you know.

He checked our bags while the higher chinese people can go for lunch while he chinese people have to stay in class for interrogation and statement...like all prime suspects sia lol. A while later, i got a call from Basil asking me to return to class sia. I was freaking scared, i thought they found a phone in my bag or something....go back then realise he ask why i bring a knife lol. Aiyah, im allowed to bring a knife around la, got permission and card one ok. Its for training purposes because i am going to be an arm combat instructor. I wanna lead an easy life during army so that can relax a bit while sabo some people that i dont like. Ok better not say such thing lol, just kidding only la, i just want to slack more in army. In the end, he just say ok and then i go for lunch again....waste my time and energy sia, should have just talk on the phone la.

Went home after that and then took a bathe. Cooling and refreshing woooo. My father came back and then went out again lol. After that got newspaper man come to collect money. Played a while and waiting for things to happen, i got no idea what.

Mmmm, i want to you to hear this song but i dont know how lol. You should take care of yourself ok. Dont sleep so late everyday, its not good for the body and must be careful in school ok. Dont fall sick. This song is Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. This song is something from my heart.

I hope tmr will be better as some results will be taken back tmr... All the best to me people. Haha, i love you. Be happy always.

Signing off,
Guardian Angel wind

Sentosa, the ever chanigng place

Phew, today Sonia came over in the morning. Slept a while more and off we went to habourfront. Was preparing a bit long ah lol but yea, we still reach there on time and we also met wl on the mrt at serangoon mrt. Bq is the best i tell you, reach there the earliest when he is also the furthest. As i believe, the nearer you stay to the place, the later you will be as you will have the mindse that you will not be late. Thats why ppl, be early no matter what, its not really nice to let ppl wait for you.

Reached Sentosa at around 2 plus because went to eat at vivo long john(its true lol, im really hapy and delighted to me able to eat Long John again) and then sat a bus. Super funny la i tell you, the bus we met a few guys who keep saying vulgar language but we made friends with them. One of them was named dice, quite a funny name but they told us to watch them perform in a bad or something but we didnt really remember anything about it. Reached there and wanted to set off the Palawan beach but because too many people was in the queue of the tram to Palawan beach so when the tram came to head on to Siloso beach, we just somehow got on to it. I was kindaconfse which stop to drop and i keep standing up to see whether which stop we should really drop. Yea, but we end up not knowing where to rop so just drop at the third stop, the one that was in the middle of the beach. Less people and the sand is really nice too.

Sat up the mat under a shelter, took a frisbee and then started playing with charles, sonia, eileen, wei liang, bai qun and bryan. We have to call out the next person the person we going to throw the frisbee to so that the cycle will carry on but mmm, it was getting kinda boring so yea, we spread ourselves open and do long distance frisbee shooting. Woooo, it has been really long since i have play frisbee but my skills are kinda freaky, shots are all straight and accurate, any person i wanna shoot to also can get it done easily. Known a few more friends from HOG(Heart Of God) because they joined us for a match of frisbee. Not really match la, just having a lot of fun. I try and remember their names. Got Weiliang also, Josh, Su yi(if i spell correctly), ian? and also esther. Yea, never gotten their number of its ok, if meet again i think will be able to recognise haha.

After that, Delphine and Yee kiat came too lol. I got burnt on the legs, body and face a bit burn also and got cuts in my leg because i was setting the ball backwards when i trip over the chair and got really deep cuts. It was really stinging when i poured water on it, no choice, i have to put plaster on it or not cannot play again ma. Played captain ball too but today was the true side of me. I am really crappy and the people who i just met was also laughing a lot when i was playing with them. Because we have to kinda dig a bit of the sand to cool our leg, i dug a circle while playing captain ball and i keep running around the circle only. Everyone was laughing because i look like crab and i dont really step out of it unless the opposition team was gonna score. I keep saying ok half time 2 score good enough lol or each match 30 secs, i be medic and the first aid box and still got being the reserve when i have the chance too lol. Sonia and Eileen didnt join us because they went to buy drinks. Ok qoute the hard work of Sonia and Eileen from Sonia's blog:

after a while, eileen and i felt thirtsy so we decided to go get a drink at 7 eleven. thought that there was one nearby so we just walked to try our luck. walked under the sun. it was super hot can. we were practically being cooked. when we reached the end, end up dont have -.- tried the foodcourt but the drinks are super ex so never buy. trammed back to our start point. so dao mei lah. our seats were under the sun. HOT!!! haha it's kind of funny. the moment we reached our stop, we were like the first to get off. then we ran all the way to 7 eleven. haha we were telling each other, FINALLY GOT SHADE!!! xD wanted to buy big gulp for everyone but got no cups. so got four 1.5litres and three 500ml bottles of drinks instead. it amounted up to like $14.30! ex but no choice. we were kind of desperate for drinks xD trammed back to siloso beach. haha J wanted to help us carry our stuff but both of us refused xD purposely make him walk over for nothing xD oops =x by then, charles had left already. and hey hey! yee kiat was there! xD they were playing UNO under the SHADE. eileen and i were like -.- haha xD

After resting a while, we wanted to get into the sun again. So i just took off my shirt because i was wearing black and then chiong to play. Wl and Bq also followed me and wooo, off we went for more captain ball lol. I wanted to be the catcher and nobody snatched with me because my leg was injured. Played a while and Delphine told me to join their team so when she kinda go take a break or so, she had time to prepare the birthday cake for Sonia's belated birthday and her present. Glad everything went fine but got the imaginery candle. I know Sonia was really shock about it because she thought everybody wanted to make their way home already but a celebration took place instead. Nice right the present, i also saw it for the first time but it was kinda special( Everyone have a share in it i think lol)

Walked back and then we took a train back to habourfront. One more mrt back home and yea, home sweet home. Lucky today mum never scold me but she was kinda angry only. Nvm la, Sorry Santy, i wont be able to attend trudy's birthday on friday because i have training, other day ba.

Im really happy today. Being able to enjoy my time with all my friends also also Sonia was a reallygreat thing. She brought a bag just because i wanted to put my things inside it also. Thanks so much. I know she is burnt too, i feel so bad because im afriad her mother will know she go Sentosa, i hope not ba or not later her mother not happy then dont let her go out anymore. Haha, take care ok. Im really glad you played and glad to know that you had fun. Happy belated birthday, my reason have already been given by this. Hope you dont blame me for asking you to go.

Signing off,
Sentosa wind

Im not feeling well today...

Today was kinda boring and fun actually. Morning wake up at 9.15 lol when im suppose to be leaving the house by now. Bq called me and ask where i was and he told me he was at the bus stop at his house waiting to take a bus to school already. Ok, he stay the nearest can or not but yet he still the earliest. Hearing about this, i faster bathe and get ready to go over. Just to make sure that everybody will be there, i called wl also. To my horror, he still asleep sia lol or should i say he just wake up sia lol.

When i was on the bus, i smsed Sonia to see whether she was in tuition already and yea, she was lol. She have tuition from morning til afternoon about 2.30 lol. She really is very hardworking. Chatted with Rui fen yesterday on msn and she told me she wants to meet Sonia because she really sounds humble and hardworking. Thats really true Rui, to add on, she is cute, smart, caring, kind and much more that you must find out yourself. She has always been the one that helped me all along during the holidays, my examinations and she talked to my mother a lot of things also hor lol.

Yea, reached school and the first thing i do was to buy an ice-cream, the place was really hot and noisy, lucky Sonia never come, really wasting a lot of time there de. Cannot finish the money la but lucky just buy something like chocolate and Wl brought it to his aunty's chalet for them to share i think. I ate pasta with Charles, drink some wacky drink with bq and ate cheese fries with wl. Cool la but the games are really stupid i tell you, its always some stupid games like throwing rings, disks and balls? Got damn funny slogan for the ball game how ever lol. HEY, THATS MY BALL.

Finished everything and we headed down to ang mo kio as usual for our arcade games lol. Miss la, didnt go j8 mcdonald at 2pm to see ronald mcdonald, nvm next time can see de la. At Ang Mo Kio, we played daytona, time crisis, point blank, romance of the three kingdom and mmmm, vending machine lol. Daytona already mastered the beginner last turn with gear 23434. Advance map with gear 24 for first turn, 23434 second turn, 14third turn and still learning the 24 turn for the last one. Expert one also mastered already, today wl teach me how to turn the last u turn thing. Yay, so song already. Can come play with me if you all want lol. As usual, time crsis is one of the games that can use one credit to finish everything. It has been done before, it has been done again. Today however didnt really complete whole thing but until the mid of stage 3, too little life already la then so many ppl crowding around me give pressure sia lol. Point blank as usual played finish the whole thing and i top scorer, NUMBER 1 lol but somehow i cant beat the overall top score for some stages. Maybe the top score for indicvidual stage is done by some kind of superman or computer itself lol. So impossible, it was an immediate shot with 100% accuracy also will lose to the stage top score, quite stupid le.

Wl have to go early so yea, everybody SCRAM lol. Left for home and waited for Murphy and Sarah to come over. Its been long since i see them. I played the stupid game again but because got bug, no game could be played at all so yea, quit playing and went to sleep lol. After that went to Ah Keng fish steamboat, super nice to eat la. After that went home and played cards. Ok i was not feeling good now. I think im gonna run down with a fever or should i say im feeling feverish now. I cant sleep because my head really hurts. Tmr i think i still need to go down to service as promised because my sister say she not going to bring me for a swim already la, so sad la. Sonia coming over after her tuition also so yea, i will be home by then, i wanna meet her too la. I smsed her now but i guess she is asleep already. Nobody to talk to, i feel so lonely and lost. I dont like this feeling but i will be strong. I need to rest and recuperate to be healthy and stay happy for the one i love. I love you.

Today i have the feeling of my life, the feeling of pure numbness in the leg and the feeling of losing a leg. My leg somehow got kiap in between my mum and murphy when we were in the car so when i got down, i couldnt even feel my leg at all. It was kinda freaky, i couldnt feel the ground when i was walking.

I just hope i will feel better soon and can meet you soon too. Be happy and stay healthy too also ok. Missing you all the time.

Signing off,
freaky wind