I have no idea whats getting into me...

Seriously i am speechless after looking at the email. I wasnt expecting this from you... I didnt know it would turn out like this either. I am a gamer for sure, i always love gaming, i guess i have to change, give me some time, give me encouragement, i cant do this alone. Wl, stop me from gaming too ok? I really need all the help possible and i wanna start studying.

I always say i will study but in the end i didnt even do anything. Im really sorry for everything, im really sorry for not understanding. I dont care, im going down this thursday. I will be waiting for you there. I can stay until very late no problem. 7 plus, i already told my mother.

Blitznight, Blitznoon, Blitzday, Fieryfever, Dragonwander, Dragonwonder all will be deleted from my memory. Nothing of these will ever exist in my mind again. Call my when you see this entry, anytime, anywhere, i just wanna talk to you now.

What should a couple do in a relationship?
1) Hold hands when they are going out
2) Hug and be there for each other when the other party requires a little help
3) Kiss in the right moment, kiss when you have the feeling to
4) Spend time with each other
5) Ummm, shallnt proceed further

Bed of Roses Lyrics (Bon Jovi) :
Sitting here wasted and wounded
At this old piano
Trying hard to capture
The moment this morning I don't know'
cause a bottle of vodka
Is still lodged in my head
And some blond gave me nightmares
I think she's still in my bed
As I dream about movies
They won't make of me when I'm dead

With an ironclad fist I wake up and
French kiss the morning
While some marching band keeps
Its own beat in my head
While we're talking
About all of the things that I long to believe
About love and the truth and
What you mean to me
And the truth is baby you're all that I need

I want to lay you on a bed of roses
For tonight I sleep on a bed on nails
I want to be just as close as the holy ghost is
And lay you down on bed of roses

Well I'm so far away
That each step that I take is on my way home
A king's ransom in dimes I'd given each night
Just to see through this payphone
Still I run out of timeOr it's hard to get through
Till the bird on the wire flies me back to you
I'll just close my eyes and whisper,
Baby blind love is true

I want to lay you down on a bed of roses
For tonight I sleep on a bed on nails
I want to be just as close as the holy ghost is
And lay you down on bed of roses

The hotel bar hangover whiskey's gone dry
The barkeeper's wig's crooked
And she's giving me the eye
I might have said yeah
But I laughed so hard I think I died
When you close your eyes
Know I'll be thinking about you
While my mistress she calls me
To stand in her spotlight again
Tonight I won't be alone
But you know that don't
Mean I'm not lonely I've got nothing to prove
For it's you that I'd die to defend

I want to lay you down on a bed of roses
For tonight I sleep on a bed on nails
I want to be just as close as the holy ghost is
And lay you down on bed of roses