Monday, September 29, 2008

Its another wonderful day

Went down from home to dearest house and we spend a day together. Tomorrow is her last paper for her and i didnt do well for my promotional exams. Most likely mmmm dont want to say anything first lol.

When there is a will, there is a way, this phrase always seem to pop up when i wanna say that i have a chance to retain. But how come i feel that this phrase dont seem to be working for this instance. I guess it only works when you have ample time to study and you know your things roughly lol. Dont work for ppl who only thinks and dont do anything which in this case would be me.

We need 35 points for the stupid promotion. I feel that its kinda high actually. Other school dont seem to have to achieve such a high grade. Maybe they wanna push up our school standard? Who knows, its the principal who did this.

Mmmm, we are going to discovery centre and i dont know how to go there and how much is the entrance fees also lol. I shall be checking now. Work hard ok my dearest. It would only be a very short paper tmr.

Oh ya, everybody everybody, the bbq is on wednesday 3pm. Be punctual because we wanna start early then can play games longer a bit. Make sure you bring your clothes, underwear also ok ppl. You need them. This is a warning, dont bring at your own risk, you will still take the dunk lol. See you all on wednesday.

Dearest, i accompany you to school but not into school la, i dont wanna wear school uniform la. Later i go in must hide lol, that would be really funny. SEe how it goes ok my dearest. Good luck for tomorrow's test ok, i love you so much.

Signing off,
Shagged wind

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Clip on tkd tournament



If there was one thing that i learnt from this year's tournament is that do not spar 1 month before the tournament, just train. Do not go pe during this month too because something stupid like my ankle sprain would affect me badly. Haiz, one dislocated toe and one sprained ankle, how can i even participate, let alone win this tournament? But i guess, i trained so hard for this day, if i were to just throw the white towel and give up now, i will seriously regret it for life.

Nobody can actually feel the way i felt when i was in the ring. Because of my injury, my mindset was that i was going to lose. At the first round, I lost a point but gained back as fast as i could. It was just exchanging kicks at the 2nd round. There was some funny part where i just step in and the guy kinda fly away lol. Lucky i didnt get any deduction of point. 1-1 first round, 1-1 second round, 2-1 third round, i won the match. But the thing was that i lost the next match haiz, very badly. Dont wanna talk about it i guess.

I felt that i wasnt on form that day and i could have perform better. Maybe i should just train harder, i should just train to be faster, i just have to be better. I wont be sad, i wont be disappointed, i will be happy. Like my dearest reminded me, what doesnt kill me, makes me stronger. I will be back for next year's tournament. All fired up and ready to take on any opponent coming my way. Thank you so much my dearest for being there for me all the time. I love you so much.

Signing off,
Fearless wind