I dont know why im like this....

Wow, i feel mixture of feelings today. Sad, happy, tired, sluggish, weird, retarded and a lot more. Firstly, i still had to do all the chores even though i was not feeling well. My mother doesnt care when i had a headache or when i was feeling kinda tired. Mmmm, i guess she only cares about her stuff being done, she doesnt heck care what im feeling or whether im feeling well. Happy its because my dearest told me that even if the whole world dont care about me, she will always be there for me. I feel really touched.

Mmmm, i hope i can talk to you soon dearest. Haiz, i wanna talk to you, i really feel so bad, im sorry i woke you up so late ah. Retarded because you know i love physics a lot but i did the TYS and i somehow can freaking get all correct. I feel realy stupid. I hope its just because im feeling tired or im just not being able to concentrate. I love you my dearest. I wanna see you again. If tomorrow im not going to school, i will surely go down to your place just to see you. I so addicted to you, like a drug that will cause me super irritation if i dont have it.

I SERIOUSLY LOVE YOU A LOT MY DEAREST....>!!!!@@@###$$$%%%^^&&&**(()))

Signing off,
sluggish wind