Im happy im glad but im in pieces...
Today morning got school. Maths test on relative velocity. What the heck la, totally dont even know how to answer a single question. I think i better go art lessons also because my drawings the teacher say cannot even see properly...i was devastated lol. Nah, who cares what he say, i ownself can see can already. Finished quite late and yea, played a few rounds of sai-kang dai di and bridge. Hey i never landed below 3 position hey hey, im so cool yea and bridge i always bid like a stupid guy and then end up losing until like shit lol but hey it was all for the fun right?
Phew, man today was kinda exciting and fun at the same time. Mmmmm, i can say that somebody had learnt something new in a process that might seem kinda weird if i write it down so yea never mind lol. Iniative is important and it was at the right time whereby it lets ppl sense the importance and the happiness. Mmmm, you may not seem to understand what im writing here but yea its ok lol.
Training today was hell hell hell disgusting i tell you. Jumping, hoping, squats, target kicking, sparring a bit, pumping, sit up and jumping jacks. Seriously out to kill the students, i managed to persevere all the way but yea i got so many injuries. Im in pieces i can tell you. First is my arm...the stupid sandbag hit my hand and i was totally in pain but i kept quiet and held onto my hands. Nobody really notice which was a good thing because it was quite embarrassing as my facial expression was kinda mmmm, weird lol. Next was leg cramps and aches. I tell you tmr surely cannot walk properly because i can feel that climbing the stairs and walking is a problem today already. Tmr still going malaysia, i think i will be sitting most of the time because its really pain. Next is the blisters on the legs....haiz, later go poke it, wanna see all the liquid flow out. Its kinda irritating and it hurts a bit when i have contact with the ground so yea, now i will walk less and just remain on my bed. This feeling of everything is really very bad, i feel like dying and i feel like breaking down. Now i really wonder why have i pushed myself to the max?
Mmmmm, maybe one day the fear might really come true that i will just break down during training..... I wonder if i can really rest well for tmr and whether i can control myself from training that much or maybe just train when i really need to just firm up my body. Please be with me ok? I think i really need someone to support me all the way. I will take care of myself.
Signing off,
broken bits of wind
Phew, man today was kinda exciting and fun at the same time. Mmmmm, i can say that somebody had learnt something new in a process that might seem kinda weird if i write it down so yea never mind lol. Iniative is important and it was at the right time whereby it lets ppl sense the importance and the happiness. Mmmm, you may not seem to understand what im writing here but yea its ok lol.
Training today was hell hell hell disgusting i tell you. Jumping, hoping, squats, target kicking, sparring a bit, pumping, sit up and jumping jacks. Seriously out to kill the students, i managed to persevere all the way but yea i got so many injuries. Im in pieces i can tell you. First is my arm...the stupid sandbag hit my hand and i was totally in pain but i kept quiet and held onto my hands. Nobody really notice which was a good thing because it was quite embarrassing as my facial expression was kinda mmmm, weird lol. Next was leg cramps and aches. I tell you tmr surely cannot walk properly because i can feel that climbing the stairs and walking is a problem today already. Tmr still going malaysia, i think i will be sitting most of the time because its really pain. Next is the blisters on the legs....haiz, later go poke it, wanna see all the liquid flow out. Its kinda irritating and it hurts a bit when i have contact with the ground so yea, now i will walk less and just remain on my bed. This feeling of everything is really very bad, i feel like dying and i feel like breaking down. Now i really wonder why have i pushed myself to the max?
Mmmmm, maybe one day the fear might really come true that i will just break down during training..... I wonder if i can really rest well for tmr and whether i can control myself from training that much or maybe just train when i really need to just firm up my body. Please be with me ok? I think i really need someone to support me all the way. I will take care of myself.
Signing off,
broken bits of wind
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