Happy 17th birdthday dearest

The beaautiful sexy cake that sonia's mum got her

Dearest didnt know i take this lol

Hey hey, i took one piece first one (:

THe little dog that i gave dearest for her birthday

First school uniform picture

The cake we bought to celebrate dearest birthday on the gathering

Dearest and the cake (:

me and dearest

the trophies gotten from the tkd team

My medal


Phew, today is dearest's 17th birthday lol. We kinda celebrated it last week during the bbq because it is the exam week le. mmm, i can say that the examinations didnt went well. All either dont know how to do or not enough time to finish haiz. Ok tmr dearest still got one last paper so all the best my dearest, i love you so much.

"Hope you enjoted yourself today my dearest. Its your birthday ): i know it may not be that special or it may not be that sweet but i wanna tell you that i will always be there for you. When the world comes crumbling down, you can rest asure that i will be your pillar to support it for you. I love you dear."

I really meant what i say my dearest, i will always be there to support you. You really mean everything to me.

We shall celebrate tmr ok? I know you didnt have much to celebrate today because tmr you still got a bio paper to handle. Dont worry, you can do it my dearest.

We gotten this little dog from precious thoughts today. It was wearing a clothe that says pepe lol. Its our hamster's name can you believe it lol. We couldnt decide on which to really buy. A small one that has really fanciful shirt or a big one that got not really very fanciful. After much hesitation and consideration, we bought the big one because it can contain more money. Oh ya, its a piggy bank lol.

Geez, i really love spending time with dearest. Try not to cry ok, it really hurts my heart too. I know its very stressful from the exams and the life but dont worry, you have me right lol.

Today also eat too much until stomach didnt feel well. Phew, tired tired but nvm, i shall be waiting for dearest to call me.

Signing off
Dearest 17 birthday wind

14th month

Another 19 have come but this time it seems a bit slick? Could it have been the ever changing personality or the ever stubborn character that gets into the way?

Mmmm, im talking with dearest on the phone now but it seems like she doesnt seem to be talking much. See how it goes tomorrow la. I also dont know what to do.

Tmr watching the Zohan and today watched get smart. Its a freaking hilarious show that must be watched also lol. I didnt regret waiting for it. Played a few rounds of basketball and met this group of chicken backside mouth people. They all so skinny, i think i 1 take on 5 also i sure win. Haiz, they say we action 900+ score very nub. Go freaking show us how you do it la. You can even touch 700 i will be running around naked. Those morons are totally incompetent. Dont know who they are messing with.

Geez, i shall be ending here then. Tmr will be a long day because we are watching movie, playing the arcade then later going back to dearest house for bbq. Everyone will enjoy!!!! only thing that i hope is that it will not rain because the mood of the party will be ruined! No, i dont want that to happen.

Maybe keeping silent is good after all?

Signing off
14th month wind

FINALLY!!!! ROAR

880 with a 76% scoring rate

923 with a 82% scoring rate

958 with a 87% scoring rate

975 with a 80% scoring rate

1002 SONG BO!!!!!

401/484 shots went in

1002 with a 82% scoring rate

Today was hell crazy, we went bonkers when we saw our score. FIrst round we did a 202 in 1 min, after that 380 for next round, 560 3rd round, 740 4th round and last round we did a 920. With the addition of the 82%, we finally hit over the 1000 mark and get a 1002. That was freaking cool man. Lucky we manage to sink in the last shot or not the score would be 999 and that must be the joke of the day, i might have just sat there, not knowing what to do.

Ok, we have cross that barrier and now we want to break the high score for the machines. I guess some we can already broken it but the there are some machines that could not be broken i guess like scores of 1300. Phew, i guess we just need more practice. Now the average is already 800 plus to 900 plus. Without much effort i could say.

Haha, im really tired so maybe i should take a bathe and then rest early today. You should rest too my dearest, you have done well and your hand must be aching. I love you. I can never do it without you my dearest. Good night dear.

Signing off,
1002 wind

One final bet or the decision has ended

Sitting on the bed, running a fever and feeling rather sluggish, would i say that im glad i didnt go? Maybe i might just be a burden because i dont think i will be able to do anything today. I guess i made a right decision then.

Im just giving myself this single bet, a token that will make my final decision. Maybe it might be right, maybe it might be wrong, i guess maybe feeling really comes before what is practical? Then i shall let my feelings take over this decision when the time really come. May my heart race against time and may my mind be in peace.

Whats there to feel when the person is already so emotional? Whats there to see when the person makes it so obvious? Whats there to hear when things are so untolerable? Would such a long time view be required? Had i been too lenient about such stuff? Could i have been who i am always or should i be a different person?

Riddles and rhymes, clues and hints, answers and questions. I guess none can solve my doubt but only express them with the weirdest text. Not a single soul will feel my pain, not a single soul knows my worry, not a single soul can solve it. I have to face it alone, nobody is standing beside me now, mentally and physically. I would freak out if there is.

As the old proverb goes, there is a silver lining in almost every particle existing in this world. I may choose to follow this saying but maybe following this would be better. Be who you are to achieve great things or be who you are not to achieve greater things. Every one has their own weakness and strengths. Being who you are, you have already been a success in life because nobody has their own traits that is different from others. Finger print, dna yep there is but traits? Not a single special trait. So i would say that being yourself can never be true. Being others who have traits that are rare would make you do greater stuff than what you can achieve.

Haiz, im here confused, im here feeling down, im here feeling that the whole world is crumbling. FLAME RAISE THE GROUND!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to control the element!!! I want to feel the power!!!

ROAR!!!!!!!!!!

signing off
elemental wind

Weeee, i shall be blogging again

923 for basketball

High score (:

It was really nice today. We went to school in the morning to hand up some work before heading down to suntec city. Got this weird lady at the counter which is so fierce la. Dont know what she want because ask her question she also unhappy. After that we bought corn before heading in to the cinema. Ok, this time the aunty super good. Very friendly, service good and also very cheerful. She also the one taking the tickets, very busy for her and she apologise for us waiting. It isnt a problem at all. Im glad that there is still really friendly people around.

Watched kung Fu Panda. I tell you that this show really rocks. Boing, Boing, Boing lol. I really Think that the fighting scene is really super funny. I cant believe that it is so nice la. I shall not be a spoiler to this show. Dearest and i playeda while after that and see the score above (: Our proud high score. I want it to be 1k soon lol.

I think it will be it for today. nothing MUCH happen lol. Infer infer people. Dotty, pokky, bumpy, scarry. Geez, boo, yayayayadadadad, you know you know hahaha. Dearest know lol. I love you dear

Signing off
Teary wind

Dear dear is the best (:

Geez, lucky the extra lesson week is over and the real holiday has begun... But but but, after holiday, there are the examinations comingup for us. It will be tough i guess because they say mid-year would not be easy and im scared that i will not be able to do well. The basic criteria had risen for us to promote from 30 credits to 35 credits. I hope i will do well but mmmm, im not studying which i should. Blogging at this timing and playing games so much. Maybe i should be controlling myself.

Here i am, back to the blog, its been quite a while since i ever came into my blog. I think most people would be thinking that my blog is dead but i guess it will only be once in a while that i will be coming back for an entry. Its not easy to get time off JC life or should i say that i become lazy since i get into the JC as the life there is really slow pace for my school. I guess its just the people there that is influencing me or it should be that the school is always excepted as a norm that it can enver do well compared to other JC. Have i made a right choice? Should i have gone to other school. I guess its nto the time to bother about such stuff because i already made my decision and i think i should be firm and be the one that should be infleuncing people into the right path of studying.

Dearest is ont he phone now while she is quite high and energetic, i am quite drain for no reason. Tomorrow will be a really nice day because we will be going to catch the movie, Kung Fu Panda. I think it will be a really good show. The panda really rocks because its really cute and i remember that time the picture i saw about jonathan, my classmate, taking a picture with kung fu panda. Its really super cute looking and we just cant stop laughing everytime we see that picture. Even my teacher agree that jonathan really look like it.

Lots of things are happening everyday but i guess i believe that something that does not kill you makes you stronger. So everyday im learning something new, everyday i have to be strong and everyday is a new discovery for me. Nobody can stop my way of thinking, nobody can tell which which way is the right way but they will only be able to guide, i will still have to follow my heart.

Went to punggol park yesterday and many memories came back to me. It was the moment of shyness, special, calmness and many more. There is also this kitty that followed us around. Oh my, its really super cute. I cuddles it and then it stood on my leg. Lucky it never pee and poo on me or not i will spank its backside. It followed us all the way around the park and we finally left it somewhere safe. BOOOO, if i had a chance, i would adopt it and take care of it. Its a bit too trusting however and also very careless. It almost get stepped on by a runner. I think it should be alert soetimes but maybe because its brought up and borned in the park, its awareness or fear is no longer there. Talking about pets, i still wanna meet ostrich dog again. This 2 animals are the ones that i will never forget. Oh, just now also got one dog lick my hand when i let it smell. It was so wet AHHHHH but it dont bite can already. It happened at dearest house downstairs when i came out from the lift and saw this big golden retriever. ITS COOL!!!! i wanna a dog too but better not get it in impulse because the dog will be the one suffering if i dot take care of it. I guess i should slowly consider the advatages, disadvatages and many more about having a pet because committing into one.

Thats all i have for today. Hope i will be able to write an entry soon. I love you dear and an entry done well? Hahaha, good night everyone.

Signing off,
Strong wind